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Chapters (64)
  1. FRONT COVER
  2. TITLE PAGE
  3. DEDICATION
  4. CHAPTER ONE
  5. CHAPTER TWO
  6. CHAPTER THREE
  7. CHAPTER FOUR
  8. CHAPTER FIVE
  9. CHAPTER SIX
  10. CHAPTER SEVEN
  11. CHAPTER EIGHT
  12. CHAPTER NINE
  13. CHAPTER TEN
  14. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  15. CHAPTER TWELVE
  16. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  17. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  18. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  19. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  20. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  21. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  22. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  23. CHAPTER TWENTY
  24. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  25. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  33. CHAPTER THIRTY
  34. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  35. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  38. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  43. CHAPTER FORTY
  44. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  45. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  46. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
  47. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
  48. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
  49. CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
  51. CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
  52. CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
  53. CHAPTER FIFTY
  54. CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
  55. CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO
  56. CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE
  57. CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR
  58. CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE
  59. CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX
  60. CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN
  61. CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT
  62. CHAPTER FIFTY-NINE
  63. CHAPTER SIXTY
  64. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

Reflections poured in, smaller details of the twins’ lives that had yet to be acknowledged. She blinked afterimages of the raw data together, creating moments that churned into view, making the conscious effort to truly see and understand each one in order to make room for further descent. It was a brutal task to witness the private moments of strangers. To see and feel their joy, their pain, their successes and failures in spans of forced voyeurism – remaining ever vigilant to keep them separate from her own.

Acknowledgment of the imprints brought them closer to her own personhood, making them seem like her own memories, gathering into piles and crowding out those that were genuinely hers, weighing down the life she carried with her beyond the dredge. It was a chore, keeping so many selves separate.

She made quick – but deliberate – work of the reflections that obscured the third prior. Pushing aside reflections before fully acknowledging them had caused her to slip before.

Then the reflections ceased. Her back felt cold – it was a familiar feeling now, a sign she was approaching the Fray. She evened out her breath and waited. Finally, like a distant light drawing near, a single shape glowed into being on the glass. The reflection she’d seen before. A circle. Tilting it sideways, it had the form of a pillar, with a long center column and rings at the terminal ends. She pulled it close and began processing through the cross-sections of memory.

The human was here. Her image reflected from a wall of steel showed her to be tall and lithe with short, scruffy blonde hair, and a casual manner. Dressed in some type of animal skin coat trimmed in fur and baggy pants, she was standing inside a cavernous metal room with one end of it open to a wide expanse of blue sky. She stood alongside a shiny, primitivelooking flight craft.

The scene faded and Naecia shifted the reflection to the next imprint. The woman was now lying awake in bed, her mind bombarded by numbers, fuel allocations, checkpoints, and maps of a great ocean. There were many imprints just like this. The woman was entirely preoccupied. She seemed to be preparing for a journey.

In the following vignette she was joined by a second woman. Young looking, much like the first, but shorter. She had a strong face and long, dark brown hair, neatly pulled back. They stood together in an office crowded with books and stacks of papers before a large, black panel affixed to one of the walls. The first woman watched as the other scratched out notations with a dusty white cylinder that dropped crumbs as she went. Naecia paused the scene and pulled the writing close:

Thought Mass, Ideas Have Weight: Protoparticles:
Ubiquitously Entangled – Chiral – Obey No Cloning