Chapters (51)
- TITLE PAGE
- DEDICATION
- EPIGRAPH
- CHAPTER 1
- CHAPTER 2
- CHAPTER 3
- CHAPTER 4
- CHAPTER 5
- CHAPTER 6
- CHAPTER 7
- CHAPTER 8
- CHAPTER 9
- CHAPTER 10
- CHAPTER 11
- CHAPTER 12
- CHAPTER 13
- CHAPTER 14
- CHAPTER 15
- CHAPTER 16
- CHAPTER 17
- CHAPTER 18
- CHAPTER 19
- CHAPTER 20
- CHAPTER 21
- CHAPTER 22
- CHAPTER 23
- CHAPTER 24
- CHAPTER 25
- CHAPTER 26
- CHAPTER 27
- CHAPTER 28
- CHAPTER 29
- CHAPTER 30
- CHAPTER 31
- CHAPTER 32
- CHAPTER 33
- CHAPTER 34
- CHAPTER 35
- CHAPTER 36
- CHAPTER 37
- CHAPTER 38
- CHAPTER 39
- CHAPTER 40
- CHAPTER 41
- CHAPTER 42
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
- NO TIME FOR GOODBYE
- MAY 1983
- ALSO BY LINWOOD BARCLAY
- COPYRIGHT
I felt the man’s hand on my neck. Clearly, he was able to make out both sides of the conversation. I was going to say, “I’m kind of tied up right now,” but it seemed like such a cliché, so I said, “Canborough? You know Canborough?”
“Okay, I know.”
“Just talking to some people, you know.”
“Listen, Zack, I’ve been thinking,” Sarah said.
“Okay.”
“And, I don’t know, I love you, you know.”
“Okay.”
“I want you to know that. That I love you.”
“Okay.”
“But I need something from you. I need you to understand me.”
“Okay.”
“I want you to understand what I need. And I need some stability. I need some calm.”
“Sure,” I said, feeling the man’s grip on my throat relax somewhat. “I could use some of that too.”
“You seem to have this knack lately, it’s like, I don’t know, you’ve become this magnet for trouble,” Sarah said.
“Well,” I said, trying to shift my duct-taped legs, “maybe a little, sure.”
The man whispered, “Wrap it up.”
“What was that?” Sarah asked.
“Nothing. I was just saying yeah, a little, about the magnet thing. Attracting trouble.”
“You never used to be like this.”
“It is kind of new, I know. I can’t explain it. I think maybe I’m hanging out with the wrong kind of people.”
“Fuck you,” the man whispered.
“Is there someone else there?” Sarah asked.
“No, it’s a coffee shop. Just some other people.”
“Anyway, Zack, the thing is, I can’t go on this way. I can’t take the stress. It’s not just hard on me, it’s hard on the kids. If you were a cop or something, you know, maybe I could understand, try to live with it. But you’re not really cop material.”
“No,” I said, twisting a bit more. “That’s true.”
“Look, I have to go. Frieda’s looking for a linoleum update. Maybe we can talk again in a day or so. Think about what I’m saying.”
“Sure, honey,” I said.
“Bye.”
“Bye.”
The man flipped the phone shut. “That was touching,” he said, and then, without warning, ripped the rest of the tape from my eyes, taking half my eyebrows with it.
I screamed, even more than when he’d ripped the tape off my mouth. Then, as light filled my eyes, I blinked to let them adjust.
He was a big guy. Work shirt, John Deere hat, jeans, work boots. Gray stubble, needed a shave.
Claire Bennet stood further back, and she looked taller than I remembered her, although that might have had something to do with the fact that my face was pressed against the barn floor. “Mrs. Bennet,” I said, trying to be cordial. “And you,” I said, my eyes darting toward the man in the tractor hat, “are Mr. Bennet?”
He nodded slowly. “Why are you here?”
“I’m looking for Trixie,” I said.