Chapters (66)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Keep Reading
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Forty-Eight
- Forty-Nine
- Fifty
- Fifty-One
- Fifty-Two
- Fifty-Three
- Fifty-Four
- Fifty-Five
- Fifty-Six
- Fifty-Seven
- Fifty-Eight
- Fifty-Nine
- Sneak Peek
- Find Me
- Books by Mary Catherine Gebhard
- Acknowledgments
A champagne bottle popped, and I jumped. Grayson dug his fingers harder into my chin as melodious laughter followed, mingling with that of my heart trying to break out of my chest.
Pound. Pound. Pound.
“I don’t like anything about you.” He rubbed my lip. “And yet I still own you.”
No. No he doesn’t.
Does he?
He pushed his thumb into my mouth, pressing my tongue down. Tingles erupted along my skin, hot and cold.
“Because you have nothing,” he said. “You think wanting something is hard work.”
Then, with his thumb still pressing on my tongue, he put his cigarette out on my shirt. My chest bottomed out. Utterly mixed up and lost in the pleasurable feel of him against my tongue and the acrid smell of burned fabric and ashes.
“You really shouldn’t be worried about Abigail right now, Snitch.” He slid his thumb from my tongue, roughly wiping the spit off against my cheek. “When I get back, you better have some useful information about the girl I like.”
I rubbed my lip, stuck on Gray as he talked with his sister. I don’t know what’s going on with me. Gray is a briar. Each layer you pick at, you cut and bleed.
But I can’t stop wondering what’s at the center. What if there’s something beautiful?
Or maybe I’ll just continue to bleed.
My eyes locked with Abigail’s.
I should’ve looked away.
I know I should’ve.
But I couldn’t.
I saw surprise on her face, confusion, then anger. Could she see the humiliation on mine? It was almost like Grayson knew she could see us. He stepped directly in our line of sight, blocking her. For a stupid moment, I felt something. It fed into that part of me that kept grabbing at his thorns. Maybe he stepped there on purpose. Maybe he was trying to keep me for himself.
I shouldn’t want that.
And yet…
I shook out of it, making sure to walk away before she looked back in my direction. I’d just looked Abigail Crowne in her eyes. Somehow I was more of a servant than I’d ever been before, shackled to Grayson Crowne, and yet the lines had never been blurrier.
I wandered from the beach back into the Hall. I had to find something to give Gray, something that would fix what I broke, or in two months I would give him everything. But I wouldn’t find it up in the light and sparkle.
Crowne Hall had many secret doors that led to a labyrinthine underbelly. Maids and servants and cooks and servers worked under the house, while people like Grayson stayed up here.