Chapters (66)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Keep Reading
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Forty-Eight
- Forty-Nine
- Fifty
- Fifty-One
- Fifty-Two
- Fifty-Three
- Fifty-Four
- Fifty-Five
- Fifty-Six
- Fifty-Seven
- Fifty-Eight
- Fifty-Nine
- Sneak Peek
- Find Me
- Books by Mary Catherine Gebhard
- Acknowledgments
Grayson’s words echoed in my head as I walked back to his wing. It was getting late, the light waning in long, gaunt shadows along Crowne Hall.
I could. I can write anywhere. But every time I put pen to paper, I froze. I’ve hidden for so long I didn’t know how to show my soul.
What if people see me, and they don’t like what they see?
When I got back to Grayson’s wing, shouting stopped me short in the hallway.
“One fucking thing, Mom,” Grayson’s voice bounced off the walls.
I paused a few feet down from the door to Grayson’s bedroom, his yelling echoing in the barren halls.
“Grayson, dear,” Tansy Crowne’s tinkling voice drifted like a breath of winter wind. “You know how these things work.”
“He hits her. He’s a fucking psychopath.”
“His father’s company will be quite the addition, and we both know Abigail isn’t the most…attractive investment.”
I looked back down the hall, thinking I should leave, when the click-clack of heels stopped my heart. I turned, finding Tansy Crowne. We both froze as I stared her straight in her red-brown eyes—eyes so similar to her least attractive investment’s. Then sanity returned and I quickly looked at the floor.
Her approaching footsteps were the only sound; then she stopped exactly parallel to me. I stared hard at her polished, nude heels, my heartbeat thunder. The minute dragged on like nails against a chalkboard.
“How much?” she asked, voice low.
“What?”
“How much?” she repeated. “I’ve paid off every girl who thought she loved my son. You all have a price. Name it.”
The shock of that statement had me looking up and into Tansy Crowne’s eyes.
“You’ve paid off every girl interested in Grayson? Does he know?”
Her red-brown eyes slimmed. “Do I tell him about the girls who wanted his money?”
“I don’t want his money,” I said, though I had to look away. Because what was I even doing here? I’d signed my name on a dotted line for cash. All this was only for money.
Tansy kept walking, and I let out a breath.
When I got to Grayson’s room, he was on the edge of a couch, legs spread and head in his hands, already in a tux for the party. He looked every bit the lonely, broken prince I knew him to be, crushed beneath the weight of expectations. I struggled with the decision to leave him alone or go to him.
I wanted to take the weight off his shoulders as no one had done for me when I was a kid, but I knew that was impossible, because no one could take that weight away. Sometimes problems are just unfixable.
So I said the one thing I wished someone had said to me.
“It’s not fair.”