Back Spin Me Right Round
Chapters (35)
  1. Half Title
  2. Dedication
  3. Title Page
  4. Under the Rainbow
  5. Comfort and the Cutting Edge
  6. The Chaz Wilson Card
  7. If You Can’t Trust Your Boyfriend
  8. The Past/Future Tense
  9. Careful What You Wish For
  10. Gale Warning
  11. What’s Your Damage?
  12. Mash Note from a Mystery Man
  13. A Date for Prom
  14. When the Lights Go Down in the City
  15. Blinded by the Light
  16. In the Closet
  17. The Status Quo
  18. So Not a Fool
  19. Not from Around Here
  20. The Stars and the Cars
  21. Second Best
  22. Glowing
  23. Over the Edge
  24. Alone
  25. Hate Did That for Itself
  26. Blue Monday
  27. Here Is Where I Am
  28. Perfect Plan
  29. Take on Me
  30. Get Used to It
  31. Even the Space-Time Continuum
  32. It’s All Ours
  33. Prom
  34. A Note from the Author
  35. Acknowledgments

“ ‘Over the Moon’ actually,” she replies. “But close. Our photos are going to be taken on a moon-shaped swing that Buckman and Mr. A have been working on, and there will be all these blacklights to make everything all glow.” I like this a little better, but blacklight is a rookie mistake. I mean, the space will look amazing, but the prom pics are going to look like X-rays.

She hands me a bucket of “moon rocks,” reflective white pebbles to fill the vases. “Fifteen in each vase exactly, or we’ll run out.”

I do as I’m told. “Aren’t we going to be late for first period?”

“I’ll get a note from Frohmy. Prom is the biggest event of the year next to graduation, so he only gives me so much grief about using class time.” She holds up a vase critically. “Are you sure that’s only fifteen?” I shake my head, and she counts them out—sixteen. Amazing eye. She’s the one you want counting the milligrams of your meds, for sure.

Happily, she doesn’t linger on my lazy handiwork. “So you’re going with Leez?” I nod. “And … are you just going as friends?”

Ha. “I mean, I’ve only been here four days!”

“Sometimes, a spark is instant!” She eyes my vases but doesn’t count.

I can hear Leeza’s voice telling me not to talk about this. But since when do I listen? “I don’t think … uh, that’s not what sparks me.”

Ma Elena looks at me, eyes puzzled, and I hold the look, willing her to understand. For a moment, everything is weirdly intense. She’s Mom and my classmate and it’s the 1980s and the 2020s all at once—I see the unsettling electricity of the connection affect her too. And then it passes, and her eyes change. “Ohhhhh …” she whispers, even though there’s no one to hear.

“Does that … uh … bother you?” I have to know.

Setting aside the vases, she looks me straight in the eye. “My whole life, I’ve been taught it’s a sin. My dad says a maricon isn’t a real man. And it’s the punch line for all the jokes the boys tell. But I kind of know someone now and …” She doesn’t want to say Chaz, but I’m sure that’s what she means. Is she protecting him? And if she is, is the danger her boyfriend or me? She sighs. “I don’t know. My friend … he’s so sweet and so funny, and it seems wrong that God wouldn’t love him as much as me. It made me think about all the divorced people in church and how nobody chases them away. I don’t want to doubt God, and I don’t want to hurt people, so …”