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Chapters (59)
  1. Praise
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright Page
  4. Dedication
  5. Acknowledgements
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. Chapter 8
  14. Chapter 9
  15. Chapter 10
  16. Chapter 11
  17. Chapter 12
  18. Chapter 13
  19. Chapter 14
  20. Chapter 15
  21. Chapter 16
  22. Chapter 17
  23. Chapter 18
  24. Chapter 19
  25. Chapter 20
  26. Chapter 21
  27. Chapter 22
  28. Chapter 23
  29. Chapter 24
  30. Chapter 25
  31. Chapter 26
  32. Chapter 27
  33. Chapter 28
  34. Chapter 29
  35. Chapter 30
  36. Chapter 31
  37. Chapter 32
  38. Chapter 33
  39. Chapter 34
  40. Chapter 35
  41. Chapter 36
  42. Chapter 37
  43. Chapter 38
  44. Chapter 39
  45. Chapter 40
  46. Chapter 41
  47. Chapter 42
  48. Chapter 43
  49. Chapter 44
  50. Chapter 45
  51. Chapter 46
  52. Chapter 47
  53. Chapter 48
  54. Chapter 49
  55. Chapter 50
  56. Chapter 51
  57. Chapter 52
  58. Chapter 53
  59. Chapter 54

“Please go on.” He gazed at her. “I mean it, I want to hear what you have to say.”

“Then I was going to ask if you, too, have been holding on to a fantasy image.”

“You mean about Georgiana?”

“Yes.”

“She was no fantasy.” He sighed. “If only you could have known her.”

“That’s not what I meant. I was asking if you have not connected with any other woman because of your wife. . . .”

“Yes.”

“Then the fantasy part is that to you, on some level, Georgiana was still alive.”

Hugh stared.

“I’m sorry.” Sophie drew back. “I knew I shouldn’t have said that. Now I’ve offended you.”

“No—you haven’t.” He paused. “You mean, I suppose, that I have been feeling as though another woman would be a betrayal; something that would only be true if my wife were still living.”

Sophie nodded.

“You’re right.” He sighed. “But I loved her so much, and so deeply, I didn’t want her to be gone.”

“I don’t think she is gone,” Sophie said.

“Ah, yes, you’re religious.”

“You?”

Hugh shook his head. “I’ve seen too much horror. And banality, and cynicism, which sometimes seem worse than horror. That doesn’t seem to fit in with a God.”

“Well, I won’t try to convert you. Don’t worry.”

“Feel free to try,” he said, lightly. “If anybody could make me believe . . . I think it might be you. You make me imagine that things are possible, things I had not hoped for.”

Sophie looked down.

“We hardly know each other,” she murmured.

“But it doesn’t feel like that, does it?”

“No.”

“I want to see you again,” he said. “Soon. Will you see me?”

Sophie lifted her head and smiled.

“Of course,” she said. “You know I will.”

Hugh took her hand in his and smiled gently at her. It was the strangest thing, he thought: he was happy.

They lingered over dessert and coffee; finally, he called for the bill. Neither of them wanted the meal to end.

“I should ring for Richard.”

“Your driver?”

“Yes, he’s parked a few streets away.”

“You could cancel him; let me walk you home. It can’t be two miles to the château.”

Sophie thought of the servants, and what Tom would say. “Better not.”

“Of course.” He was terrified of pushing her; the night had been perfect. Peter Stockton, Mayberry, his exploded career, all seemed trivial, completely insignificant. Seeing this woman again was all Hugh cared about.

“Dinner tomorrow?” he asked. “There are a thousand out-of-the-way places in Paris where nobody will ever find you.”

“Yes. Just call and let me know where.” Sophie frowned. “I hate having to hide,” she said.

“It won’t be long. Your meeting will take place soon.”

“I can’t wait. I’m sick of it.”