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Chapters (52)
  1. Cover
  2. Margaret Dickinson
  3. Dedication page
  4. Contents
  5. Part One
  6. One
  7. Two
  8. Three
  9. Four
  10. Five
  11. Six
  12. Seven
  13. Eight
  14. Nine
  15. Ten
  16. Eleven
  17. Twelve
  18. Thirteen
  19. Fourteen
  20. Fifteen
  21. Sixteen
  22. Part Two
  23. Seventeen
  24. Eighteen
  25. Nineteen
  26. Twenty
  27. Twenty-One
  28. Twenty-Two
  29. Twenty-Three
  30. Twenty-Four
  31. Twenty-Five
  32. Twenty-Six
  33. Twenty-Seven
  34. Twenty-Eight
  35. Twenty-Nine
  36. Thirty
  37. Thirty-One
  38. Thirty-Two
  39. Thirty-Three
  40. Thirty-Four
  41. Thirty-Five
  42. Thirty-Six
  43. Thirty-Seven
  44. Thirty-Eight
  45. Thirty-Nine
  46. Forty
  47. Forty-One
  48. Forty-Two
  49. Sow the Seed
  50. Note
  51. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  52. Copyright page

‘I got three letters from him before he was killed on the Somme and I never got the chance to tell him he was to be a father. Maybe it was for the best in a way, because I was dreadfully ill after we’d heard he’d been killed and I – I lost the baby.’ There was a haunted look in her eyes now.

‘Did – did me dad know?’

‘Not at the time,’ Mrs Godfrey put in. ‘When Jonathan came home wounded, Peg was over the worst, except that she was thin and dreadfully unhappy. He was worried enough about her, as it was. But after the war, when he was home for good, well, we told him then.’

‘So you see, Kate,’ Peggy said softly, ‘we do understand. I would have given anything – anything – if I could have kept that baby and brought it up – wedding ring or no wedding ring. I would have had something left of Michael.’

Kate eyes went to Mrs Godfrey. As if reading her unspoken question, the woman nodded. ‘Yes, her father and I stood by her,’ she said softly. ‘We’d have brought the little one up, if it had lived.’

The lump in Kate’s throat was so large, she found it impossible to speak.

‘So,’ Peggy said gently, ‘we feel – Mother and me – that it’s as if we’ve been given a second chance. Do you see?’

Kate nodded. ‘Yes,’ she whispered. ‘And I’m so very grateful.’

Mrs Godfrey suddenly slapped her hand on to her lap, rattling the cup in the saucer.

‘Careful, Mother, you’ll spill that.’ Peggy jumped up to rescue the wobbling cup.

‘I’ve just had a wonderful idea.’ Mrs Godfrey beamed at the other two. ‘When you leave the WAAFs, Kate, why don’t you start dressmaking again?’

‘Oh, but I couldn’t expect you to look after the baby all day while I go out to work . . .’

‘I don’t mean that. I mean here, in the front room, just like I used to do. There’s folks crying out for it now, wanting their old clothes made over because of the rationing. They still knock on my door even now, at my age, asking if I “couldn’t just sew this seam up, Mrs Godfrey . . .” You know they do, Peg.’

‘Well, it’s whether Kate wants to . . .’

As Peggy turned back to look at her, Kate knew the answer was plainly written in her shining eyes and her wide smile. ‘Want to! Oh, I’d love it. It was the sight of your room when I visited from school that made me take up sewing and dressmaking in the first place.’

‘Was it really?’ Mrs Godfrey laughed aloud. ‘Well, who would have thought it, all my clutter inspiring you like that!’

Peggy was smiling too. ‘Well, that’s settled then.’