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Chapters (52)
  1. Cover
  2. Margaret Dickinson
  3. Dedication page
  4. Contents
  5. Part One
  6. One
  7. Two
  8. Three
  9. Four
  10. Five
  11. Six
  12. Seven
  13. Eight
  14. Nine
  15. Ten
  16. Eleven
  17. Twelve
  18. Thirteen
  19. Fourteen
  20. Fifteen
  21. Sixteen
  22. Part Two
  23. Seventeen
  24. Eighteen
  25. Nineteen
  26. Twenty
  27. Twenty-One
  28. Twenty-Two
  29. Twenty-Three
  30. Twenty-Four
  31. Twenty-Five
  32. Twenty-Six
  33. Twenty-Seven
  34. Twenty-Eight
  35. Twenty-Nine
  36. Thirty
  37. Thirty-One
  38. Thirty-Two
  39. Thirty-Three
  40. Thirty-Four
  41. Thirty-Five
  42. Thirty-Six
  43. Thirty-Seven
  44. Thirty-Eight
  45. Thirty-Nine
  46. Forty
  47. Forty-One
  48. Forty-Two
  49. Sow the Seed
  50. Note
  51. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  52. Copyright page

Mrs Godfrey laughed. ‘There’s a lot worse goes on down this street behind the lace curtains than you bringing a baby into the world, my dear. But if it troubles you, you can always wear a wedding ring and call yourself Mrs Hilton. There’s lots of women on their own now with this war on, and no one bothers to ask questions any more. But we’re not worried one way or the other, are we, Peggy love?’

Peggy was standing beside Kate, looking down at her thoughtfully. ‘No, Mother, we’re not,’ she said absently.

Suddenly she sat down beside Kate and looked her full in the face. ‘Kate, you’re obviously still troubled as to what we think of you and how it will reflect upon us, aren’t you?’

Kate glanced down at the liquid in her cup. ‘Well, yes, you see, me mam . . .’

‘We know about your mother – Jonathan told us just enough to enable us to put two and two together . . .’

‘ . . . And make five,’ put in Mrs Godfrey.

Kate smiled wanly. ‘She – she was so upset. It’s always been so important to her, you see. In her eyes, I’ve done just about the worst thing I could have done.’

For a moment there was silence in the room. Peggy was still watching Kate then she took a deep breath and seemed to come to a decision. Kate saw her glance at her mother and raise her eyebrows as if seeking approval for something she was about to do.

‘It’s up to you, love,’ the older woman said quietly, obviously understanding her daughter’s meaning.

Peggy turned back to Kate and smiled gently. ‘You won’t remember much about the last war, you’d only be little. I was a young girl of eighteen when I met Michael. He worked with Jonathan and they volunteered together. We – fell very much in love, and we knew that any day he might be sent to France. So, we were going to get married – with the blessing of both our parents, even though we’d only known each other three months. The date was set and everything arranged and then his unit was posted overseas at short notice and all leave cancelled. He begged and pleaded with the authorities to allow him just a few days to get back here so that we could get married by special licence before he went. But he couldn’t get leave. He had to – to go without even seeing me again.’ Peggy’s hands were twisting in her lap now, but her voice remained strong and there was a tender smile on her lips as though her story brought back happy memories as well as the sad times. ‘A few weeks after he’d gone, I – I found I was carrying his child.’

Kate gasped. ‘Oh Peggy . . .’