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  1. Contents
  2. Last summer
  3. One
  4. Two
  5. Three
  6. Four
  7. Five
  8. Six
  9. Seven
  10. Eight
  11. Nine
  12. Ten
  13. Eleven
  14. Twelve
  15. Thirteen
  16. Fourteen
  17. Fifteen
  18. Sixteen
  19. Seventeen
  20. Eighteen
  21. Nineteen
  22. Twenty
  23. Twenty-One
  24. Twenty-Two
  25. Twenty-Three
  26. Twenty-Four
  27. Twenty-Five
  28. Twenty-Six
  29. Twenty-Seven
  30. Twenty-Eight
  31. Twenty-Nine
  32. Thirty
  33. Thirty-One
  34. This summer
  35. Acknowledgments

Dad was quiet so long that I had to look up. “You?” he finally said. “A loner?”

“Yeah,” I said. “I—that’s how I like it.”

He gave me a puzzled look before he said, “That doesn’t really sound like you. Want to talk about that, Evie?”

I thought about Sam. My heart started to pound. I wouldn’t have been able to speak even if I’d wanted to. I shook my head.

“Okaaaay,” Dad said. “Well, whatever that’s about, I can see that you’re helping Oren, and I’m sure he appreciates it, even if you’re not ‘friends.’ ” He did air quotes around the word.

I cleared my throat. “I don’t feel like I’m helping him very much.”

“You are,” Dad said. “Just give him time.”

I rolled my eyes. “Everyone keeps saying that!”

“Because it’s good advice.” Dad smiled. “He seems to be enjoying your crafty stuff.”

“It’s art therapy,” I said. “He’s going to make a memorial for his parents out of the programs from their funeral.”

“Really?” Dad tilted his head. “Was this your idea?”

“No,” I said. “Well, the quilling was, but creating a memorial was his. He liked my picture and wants to make a tree of life using the programs.”

He smiled. “That’ll be perfect.”

“Did you know that the name Oren means ‘tree’?”

“I did,” he said with a smile. “It’s Hebrew. Just like your name in Hebrew means ‘life.’ And Natan means ‘He gave.’ ”

“He gave what?” I asked. “He gave me a pain in the butt? Sounds about right.”

“God gave us the blessing of a son,” Dad corrected, pretending to be stern, but he was smiling. “We chose Hebrew names for you kids as a reminder of where we come from. Plus, Evelyn was your grandmother’s name.”

“I know.” It was kind of weird to be named after a grandmother who had died before I was even born. But also kind of nice at the same time. Like I had a responsibility to carry on a tradition.

“I love the memorial idea,” Dad said. “It’s very fitting. I think you’re right that it’ll be therapeutic for him. I hope it makes him feel better to put that together. I’m looking forward to seeing it when it’s done.”

“I’ll probably need to help him,” I said. “Since he’s a beginner quiller and he has his hand in a cast. But that’s okay. I don’t mind.”

“Well, if anyone can help him, it’s you,” Dad said before he pushed back from his desk and stood up. “Now, it’s getting late and I have a bit more work to do here before I can pack up for the night. Why don’t you head home?”

“I’m not done yet though,” I said, sliding out of my chair.

“Everything’s fine,” he said. “Go on home. Oh, and Evie?”

I looked over my shoulder. “Yeah?”

“The funeral is tomorrow morning. How do you feel about that movie in the afternoon? I could use a break.”

“That would be awesome,” I said. “I’m pretty sure Oren will think so too.”