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Chapters (46)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. Chapter One
  5. Chapter Two
  6. Chapter Three
  7. Chapter Four
  8. Chapter Five
  9. Chapter Six
  10. Chapter Seven
  11. Chapter Eight
  12. Chapter Nine
  13. Chapter Ten
  14. Chapter Eleven
  15. Chapter Twelve
  16. Chapter Thirteen
  17. Chapter Fourteen
  18. Chapter Fifteen
  19. Chapter Sixteen
  20. Chapter Seventeen
  21. Chapter Eighteen
  22. Chapter Nineteen
  23. Chapter Twenty
  24. Chapter Twenty-One
  25. Chapter Twenty-Two
  26. Chapter Twenty-Three
  27. Chapter Twenty-Four
  28. Chapter Twenty-Five
  29. Chapter Twenty-Six
  30. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  31. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  32. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  33. Chapter Thirty
  34. Chapter Thirty-One
  35. Chapter Thirty-Two
  36. Acknowledgments
  37. Read on for an extract from the brand new book from Lucy Diamond
  38. Prologue
  39. Chapter One
  40. Q&A with Lucy Diamond
  41. On a Beautiful Day
  42. The House of New Beginnings
  43. Praise
  44. About the Author
  45. By the Same Author
  46. Copyright

‘I don’t know, either,’ he replied, his eyes mournful. ‘She’s never going to let me forget this, is she?’ he added after a moment.

‘Probably not,’ Paula agreed. ‘But then again . . .’ Her own hurt feelings lay like a tight bandage around her chest. ‘I dunno, Dad. I feel kind of sad about it myself,’ she confessed. ‘I mean, I’ve always looked up to you and Mum as, like, the happy-ever-after to aspire to. And now . . .’

He flinched but didn’t look away. ‘I’m sorry, love,’ he said. ‘I’m really, truly sorry. I was a selfish young idiot – there’s no excuse. I never did it again, though.’ His voice shook. ‘Because I love your mother. I absolutely worship that woman. And as soon as Kathy left town, it was like the scales dropped from my eyes. I looked around me and realized how lucky I was, with your mum and you kiddies, and I realized, too, just what I stood to lose. You bloody fool, I thought. You stupid, stupid man.’ He buttered another piece of toast and shook his head. ‘It taught me not to take anything for granted. And from that day on, I devoted myself to Jeanie and the family. I swear.’

Paula nodded, believing him. He was a good man at heart, she knew that, and this whole saga seemed to have aged him, to have ground him down. He looked tired and defeated, a fuzz of stubble on his jawline, an ink smudge on his shirt. Sometimes you forgot that your parents were fallible human beings too, especially when they’d previously seemed so adept at life. ‘So what happens now?’ she asked. ‘I mean, Mum was pretty clear that she wanted nothing to do with Frankie. So what will you do if she turns up again, and Mum gives you an It’s-me-or-her ultimatum again? Who will you choose?’

Harry poked a triangle of toast into his fried egg and bit off the corner. ‘I’m not going to be had by any ultimatums,’ he replied, munching. ‘I’ll choose them both, of course. And if your mother has ever loved me, then she’ll know she can’t ask that of me. I can’t turn away my own daughter.’

‘Good,’ said Paula, remembering the alarmed face of her half-sister on the few seconds of video she had. Remembering too how strong a pull she, Paula, had felt inside, at the sight of her. That woman is my sister. My actual, real sister. ‘Then I’ll stand by you,’ she promised her dad. ‘Because I want to meet her too. Whatever Mum says.’

‘Whee! You’re flying! You’re a bird! You’re an eagle!’