Chapters (46)
- Cover
- Title Page
- Dedication
- Chapter One
- Chapter Two
- Chapter Three
- Chapter Four
- Chapter Five
- Chapter Six
- Chapter Seven
- Chapter Eight
- Chapter Nine
- Chapter Ten
- Chapter Eleven
- Chapter Twelve
- Chapter Thirteen
- Chapter Fourteen
- Chapter Fifteen
- Chapter Sixteen
- Chapter Seventeen
- Chapter Eighteen
- Chapter Nineteen
- Chapter Twenty
- Chapter Twenty-One
- Chapter Twenty-Two
- Chapter Twenty-Three
- Chapter Twenty-Four
- Chapter Twenty-Five
- Chapter Twenty-Six
- Chapter Twenty-Seven
- Chapter Twenty-Eight
- Chapter Twenty-Nine
- Chapter Thirty
- Chapter Thirty-One
- Chapter Thirty-Two
- Acknowledgments
- Read on for an extract from the brand new book from Lucy Diamond
- Prologue
- Chapter One
- Q&A with Lucy Diamond
- On a Beautiful Day
- The House of New Beginnings
- Praise
- About the Author
- By the Same Author
- Copyright
Worst of all, at some point, when they couldn’t put it off any longer, she and Harry would have to have The Conversation, make some decisions. Harry would tell her what he wanted to do about Her, and Jeanie would have to put her own feelings on the table in response. It’s her or me, she had proclaimed a week earlier, and she was not a woman to go back on her word. What if Harry chose her, this new daughter? What if he said he’d preferred Kathy all along? Their marriage might never recover from this hit.
Doom-laden minor chords played in her head at the prospect. It was all too terrible for words.
Rolling over in bed and nestling into the soft, comfortable pillows, she shut her eyes, not wanting to think about Harry or his betrayal any more. If only she could stay here instead, she thought longingly. Stay here and never go back . . .
Chapter Eight
Chapter Eight
The radio silence from her mother over the last week had been very odd, thought Paula as she parked at the airport on Sunday. The two of them had always been close, speaking on the phone or texting pretty much every day, if not catching up in person. When Paula had first become a mum, Jeanie had been like a guiding star through the early weeks of parenthood, pushing colicky baby Luke around the streets in his pram for hours at a time so that Paula could try and sleep. She had always loved her mum, of course, but it wasn’t until she saw the tender, patient way Jeanie engaged with Paula’s own children that it really struck her how strong family bonds could be, and how deeply love could run between generations. But for the last seven days there had been no cheery text message or phone call, no funny photos on the family WhatsApp group. A hole had opened up in Paula’s life without Jeanie there.
It wasn’t just Paula she’d gone quiet on; nobody had heard from Jeanie. Paula had sent her various supportive messages and voicemails with no reply, before becoming worried that her mum had somehow gone AWOL in transit – or worse. After two days she’d actually called the hotel in a panic, caught up in a terrible What if . . . ? loop of doom. If something had happened to Mum and she’d been on her own, Paula would kill Dad for it. Kill him with her own bare hands, just see if she didn’t. But – ‘Your mother is here and says she is perfectly fine,’ the manager had assured her, in charming broken English. ‘She is having a lovely holiday, but doesn’t wish to speak to anyone.’