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Chapters (46)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. Chapter One
  5. Chapter Two
  6. Chapter Three
  7. Chapter Four
  8. Chapter Five
  9. Chapter Six
  10. Chapter Seven
  11. Chapter Eight
  12. Chapter Nine
  13. Chapter Ten
  14. Chapter Eleven
  15. Chapter Twelve
  16. Chapter Thirteen
  17. Chapter Fourteen
  18. Chapter Fifteen
  19. Chapter Sixteen
  20. Chapter Seventeen
  21. Chapter Eighteen
  22. Chapter Nineteen
  23. Chapter Twenty
  24. Chapter Twenty-One
  25. Chapter Twenty-Two
  26. Chapter Twenty-Three
  27. Chapter Twenty-Four
  28. Chapter Twenty-Five
  29. Chapter Twenty-Six
  30. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  31. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  32. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  33. Chapter Thirty
  34. Chapter Thirty-One
  35. Chapter Thirty-Two
  36. Acknowledgments
  37. Read on for an extract from the brand new book from Lucy Diamond
  38. Prologue
  39. Chapter One
  40. Q&A with Lucy Diamond
  41. On a Beautiful Day
  42. The House of New Beginnings
  43. Praise
  44. About the Author
  45. By the Same Author
  46. Copyright

It was at this moment that Paula remembered the video footage. The photographer’s nephew was twenty-one, straight out of college and clearly had some artistic notions, because he had edited the highlights package as if it were a Hollywood trailer. There was the bunting going up. The cake arriving. The flowers and buffet being arranged and set out. Here came Jeanie and Harry, happy and excited to see the gold-foil banner fluttering, the beautifully decorated hall. Here were the guests, hugs and handshakes, joyful exclamations. Brief excerpts from the speeches, some dance-floor action – oh God, just look at Paula’s Aunty Pen, what was she like? – and then . . . Paula paused the film. And then there she was again, visible at the edge of the dance-floor shot, just edging into view. Frankie, all nervous and doubtful, those big, dark eyes sliding around the place.

Paula pressed Pause, watched it again. But there was more, because here came her dad in the background, the strangest expression on his face, as if Frankie were some otherworldly apparition. He had his arms stretched out towards her, his mouth open and marvelling. How can this be? his eyes were saying. Is it really you?

Then, almost immediately, Jeanie was in shot – and just look at her, puffing up like a defensive cat, grabbing hold of Harry’s arm, possessive and commanding, practically dragging him away. You could just glimpse the shocked expression, the agony of Frankie’s face, before the camera angle changed again, this time to show Bunny dancing with Dave, the two of them laughing as she tried to teach him a routine. Rewind, play. Rewind, play.

‘See?’ she said to Matt, showing him. ‘Look! It’s her – it’s Frankie.’

‘Bloody hell,’ he said leaning over and peering at the screen. ‘She doesn’t half look like you.’

‘I know!’ Rewind, play. She couldn’t help watching it all over again, a mini saga dramatized in a few short frames: hope, recognition, rejection. Rewind, play. Her sister.

Matt had wandered over to the fridge and was peering forlornly inside. ‘What were you thinking for dinner?’ he asked. ‘Only I said I’d meet Gav at seven-thirty for a drink. Want me to start peeling anything? Chopping anything? Searching out a takeaway menu?’

He was always starving after a day’s work, Matt. Doubly starving if he’d been swimming as well. Reminded of this, Paula felt as if she’d been awoken from an enchantment and finally dragged her eyes away from the screen. ‘Oh. Yeah, sorry. Um . . .’ She’d been planning to bake some haddock fillets with lemon and black pepper, roast a tray of baby Jersey Royals, and dish it all up with green salad and garlicky tomatoes. Clearly none of that had happened, though. ‘Is it outrageous to get a takeaway on a Monday night?’ she asked apologetically.