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Chapters (46)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. Chapter One
  5. Chapter Two
  6. Chapter Three
  7. Chapter Four
  8. Chapter Five
  9. Chapter Six
  10. Chapter Seven
  11. Chapter Eight
  12. Chapter Nine
  13. Chapter Ten
  14. Chapter Eleven
  15. Chapter Twelve
  16. Chapter Thirteen
  17. Chapter Fourteen
  18. Chapter Fifteen
  19. Chapter Sixteen
  20. Chapter Seventeen
  21. Chapter Eighteen
  22. Chapter Nineteen
  23. Chapter Twenty
  24. Chapter Twenty-One
  25. Chapter Twenty-Two
  26. Chapter Twenty-Three
  27. Chapter Twenty-Four
  28. Chapter Twenty-Five
  29. Chapter Twenty-Six
  30. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  31. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  32. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  33. Chapter Thirty
  34. Chapter Thirty-One
  35. Chapter Thirty-Two
  36. Acknowledgments
  37. Read on for an extract from the brand new book from Lucy Diamond
  38. Prologue
  39. Chapter One
  40. Q&A with Lucy Diamond
  41. On a Beautiful Day
  42. The House of New Beginnings
  43. Praise
  44. About the Author
  45. By the Same Author
  46. Copyright

Fergus pressed himself against her leg, burrowing into her. ‘Mumma,’ he said plaintively.

‘You don’t know her,’ Craig snapped.

‘So you keep telling me! Which is why I wanted to see her, because she has a right to be heard. Because at the end of the day, she is—’ She suddenly became aware of Fergus right there, hot against her thigh, saying, ‘Mumma, Mumma’ at her, and she stopped to scoop him up. ‘This isn’t the right moment,’ she said, holding him in her arms. ‘Yes, lovely, it’s all right,’ she told him quietly.

‘You shouldn’t have gone,’ Craig rebuked her, not seeming to hear. ‘I’m handling this, I know what I’m doing. And I don’t need—’

‘But, Craig, your way of “handling this” seems to mean goading and antagonizing her,’ she retaliated, the words bursting out of her. ‘Not to mention sidelining me at every opportunity, refusing to discuss anything, making me feel like my opinion and input are completely worthless and irrelevant.’ She glared at him. ‘And I’m fed up with it!’

Fergus promptly dissolved into noisy sobs – of shock, probably, because she never usually raised her voice – and she stroked his hair and patted him soothingly. ‘It’s okay, poppet. Nobody’s cross with you. Come on, let’s go in the living room and get the building blocks out,’ she said, before Craig could come back at her and make things any worse.

He followed her in there a few minutes later, when she’d upended the box of wooden bricks and she and Fergus were sorting through them on the rug, calm restored. ‘For what it’s worth,’ Frankie went on, putting green bricks in a pile for Fergus, ‘I don’t think Julia’s remotely prepared for what motherhood entails, or has properly thought it through. But I do think she’s got a right to be taken seriously, and a right to start again with . . .’ She indicated Fergus with her eyebrows, not wanting to alert him to the fact that he was under discussion. ‘And he has that right, too. What we need to do is make that as good a relationship as possible, for his sake. If, in years to come, he finds out you’ve denied him that, he might never forgive you.’

It was quite the longest speech she’d made to Craig on the matter, but Fergus seemed unimpressed by all of this talking, and even less so by the fact that his father was standing there doing nothing, when he could be helping with something important. ‘I am looking,’ he said grandly, ‘for red bricks, Daddy.’

Craig knelt down beside them and began obediently picking out all the red ones. ‘Sorry,’ he said in a gruff voice after a few moments.