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Chapters (46)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. Chapter One
  5. Chapter Two
  6. Chapter Three
  7. Chapter Four
  8. Chapter Five
  9. Chapter Six
  10. Chapter Seven
  11. Chapter Eight
  12. Chapter Nine
  13. Chapter Ten
  14. Chapter Eleven
  15. Chapter Twelve
  16. Chapter Thirteen
  17. Chapter Fourteen
  18. Chapter Fifteen
  19. Chapter Sixteen
  20. Chapter Seventeen
  21. Chapter Eighteen
  22. Chapter Nineteen
  23. Chapter Twenty
  24. Chapter Twenty-One
  25. Chapter Twenty-Two
  26. Chapter Twenty-Three
  27. Chapter Twenty-Four
  28. Chapter Twenty-Five
  29. Chapter Twenty-Six
  30. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  31. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  32. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  33. Chapter Thirty
  34. Chapter Thirty-One
  35. Chapter Thirty-Two
  36. Acknowledgments
  37. Read on for an extract from the brand new book from Lucy Diamond
  38. Prologue
  39. Chapter One
  40. Q&A with Lucy Diamond
  41. On a Beautiful Day
  42. The House of New Beginnings
  43. Praise
  44. About the Author
  45. By the Same Author
  46. Copyright

‘He . . .’ Alison felt herself closing up as she always did whenever the subject of Rich was raised. In all these years she’d hardly spoken about him, let alone confided in anyone what, exactly, had happened in his last moments. Not a single other person in Yorkshire knew the facts surrounding his death, because she’d been so paranoid about Robyn ever finding out. ‘Um,’ she said, resuming snipping, ‘it was sudden. Very sudden. He—’

She broke off in anguish and Molly reached a hand round and patted her arm soothingly. ‘It’s okay,’ she said. ‘You don’t have to tell me if you don’t want to. Forget I asked.’

Normally, of course, this was where Alison would accept the escape route with gratitude, where she would lapse into silence with perhaps a mumbled ‘I don’t really like talking about it’ as her defence card. Nobody ever questioned that statement, they withdrew immediately and the subject would be tactfully changed. But today for some reason – perhaps due to Molly’s calm, kind presence, or perhaps Robyn’s words still smarting beneath the surface – Alison felt a shift inside her, an unlocking sensation. And then she was stunned to hear her own voice saying, ‘Actually, it was suicide. Completely out of the blue. I’ve never really got over it.’

‘Oh, Alison,’ said Molly, a hand flying up to her mouth. ‘I’m sorry. That must have been terrible.’

‘It was, it really was. I found him one morning and—’ She broke off because she had remembered, belatedly, that it was Alison’s rather gossipy client, Tina, who’d given Molly Alison’s number in the first place; they were friends, and if Tina got to hear about Alison’s misfortunes, it would be all over town within seconds. ‘Listen, please don’t tell anyone,’ she begged fearfully. ‘My own daughter doesn’t even know how her dad died. I would hate for word to get around.’

‘Goodness, of course I won’t tell anyone,’ Molly said. ‘You can trust me, I promise.’

‘Nobody here knows – I’ve never talked about it before. I don’t know why I’ve started pouring my heart out to you, when we’ve only just met.’ Alison’s hands shook on the scissors and she had to take a deep breath and a mouthful of coffee to compose herself. ‘Sorry,’ she said, embarrassed. What must this woman think of her?

‘Honestly, it’s fine,’ Molly assured her again. ‘These things can take a while to work themselves to the surface. I didn’t cry for two weeks after my Scott died; I was completely numb. Then this woman knocked on the door, delivering some flowers, and I found myself breaking down on her. Poor thing, she looked terrified, having this random lunatic sobbing on the front doorstep. Made me feel a lot better, but I doubt it was mutual.’