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Chapters (46)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. Chapter One
  5. Chapter Two
  6. Chapter Three
  7. Chapter Four
  8. Chapter Five
  9. Chapter Six
  10. Chapter Seven
  11. Chapter Eight
  12. Chapter Nine
  13. Chapter Ten
  14. Chapter Eleven
  15. Chapter Twelve
  16. Chapter Thirteen
  17. Chapter Fourteen
  18. Chapter Fifteen
  19. Chapter Sixteen
  20. Chapter Seventeen
  21. Chapter Eighteen
  22. Chapter Nineteen
  23. Chapter Twenty
  24. Chapter Twenty-One
  25. Chapter Twenty-Two
  26. Chapter Twenty-Three
  27. Chapter Twenty-Four
  28. Chapter Twenty-Five
  29. Chapter Twenty-Six
  30. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  31. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  32. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  33. Chapter Thirty
  34. Chapter Thirty-One
  35. Chapter Thirty-Two
  36. Acknowledgments
  37. Read on for an extract from the brand new book from Lucy Diamond
  38. Prologue
  39. Chapter One
  40. Q&A with Lucy Diamond
  41. On a Beautiful Day
  42. The House of New Beginnings
  43. Praise
  44. About the Author
  45. By the Same Author
  46. Copyright

And then he was squealing and breathless, and throwing himself around on the duvet – and she was allowing him to get far too worked up, frankly, considering it was nearly his bedtime and she still had the dinosaur book to get through first. She’d pay for it ten minutes later, she knew, when she was trying to get Fergus to sleep and he was still hyper and silly, but right then, his face split open with rich chuckles and yelps, she wanted to live in the moment forever, and never, ever leave.

She and Craig discussed the situation in low voices after Fergus had eventually calmed down and fallen asleep. The whole incident in the playground was starting to feel like a bad dream now, but Frankie’s mind kept fixating on Julia’s wide, almost manic smile, the threats she’d issued in that friendly-sounding voice, and she felt distinctly uneasy. She wished Craig hadn’t been so impulsive about ringing Julia’s solicitor and telling her to shove her meeting. Frankie knew already that Julia was not going to be a pushover.

‘We’ve got to take her seriously,’ she warned Craig. ‘It’s not like she’ll fade away again into the background, just because we don’t want her around. And Fergus is asking me really hard questions – I don’t know how to answer him. Maybe . . .’ She swallowed, because she’d been dreading this moment. ‘Maybe he’s old enough to sort of understand that he has two different mummies,’ she said miserably. ‘Maybe we should just . . . have the talk. Then do our best to reassure him.’

Craig shook his head. ‘It’s too confusing,’ he said, drumming his fingers on the arm of his chair. He’d been in a grunge-band as a teenager and still played percussion on inanimate objects if he was thinking hard. ‘And as soon as we tell him about Julia, then we’ll have to let her into his life. Trust me, we don’t want that to happen.’

‘But . . .’ Frankie felt conflicted. Just because Craig hated his ex, was it right to keep her completely away from Fergus? Was he acting in good faith for his son, or out of revenge? He had once loved Julia after all. She couldn’t be that bad. Could she? ‘The thing is, I don’t think a court would actually refuse to let her see him, though,’ she ventured. ‘I mean . . . is that in his best interest?’

‘Yes!’ he cried. ‘Because she is a terrible mother. We have proof – solid proof – that she was crap. The fact that she bailed out on him so early, and has been entirely off his radar ever since. You can’t switch parenting on and off like that, out of some kind of whim.’

‘I know, but—’