Chapters (17)
- Cover
- Title Page
- Note to Reader
- Dedication
- when it comes to this fleshed neck
- there were real officers in the streets
- those nazis, they knew what to do with a soft
- America wants it soft
- into the sheets we slipped, a crisis
- the silence will be sudden then last
- the snow goes to the gallows of a warm grass and what survives
- don’t blame the wisteria
- Notes
- About the Author
- Also by Deborah Landau
- Acknowledgments
- Special thanks
(And the doomsday clock flicks forward,
stares us down.)
~
Demanded their order in our courts
wore their crimes and misdemeanors
set their bears loose in our gardens
pled us guilty and said so
and said no and so again
desperate they were in general
ridiculous not sublime
this malignancy pumped up
ran deep and deeper into crime
no good our legs
no use religion or hope or signs,
this king was all he was cracked up to be
will boys be? Leave it all to he
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Locked and loaded
fire and fury
the daft-master
bastard art of war
(otherwise known
as look I’ve got this
big bad prick
with which to blast
your astroturf)
I’ll put one, two,
then three fingers
inside you, he said,
windows breaking
as the detonation
throbbed and shook
he stopped a moment
just planted on top
and melting there
that panicked thrumming
was the bomb
and such a dirty one
~
This viciousness, it makes me quiver.
Instead of a kiss, a ferocity—
do not look at the flash
take shelter lie flat and cover your head
A hostile city, hurting.
The stalks of flowers won’t hold up
even if separated from your family
stay where you are
One person is mauled,
another eats a sandwich
do not call the school
do not pick up your children
The killing was not well done,
it was in planetary contempt and mindless
radiation cannot be seen, smelled
get clean soon and gently wipe your ears
Birds cruelpecking crumbs left in a pocket
in the glaringafter—
~
America wants it soft—
doesn’t want to see
smashed we are
in mad simultaneity:
cat purring on the window seat
as the storm surge takes the boat,
kids scavenging cactuses
in Madagascar,
kings inhaling sea-urchin custard
at Eleven Madison Park,
the botanical lily opening in its humid garden
while, facing his worst emergency in blackest night,
the prisoner finds himself obliged
to be iced in darkness.
~
And what now of dreaming?
We’ve failed the planet has published our failures.
Our crimes are perpetual methane and sweltering, arrogant and endless—
poor fucks we are, breathing mindlessly as the marsh grass floods,
and here comes the supermoon again, like it’s so special.
Weak and disordered become the governments, disquiet rules us now.
Onward, I thought, and so we were obscured.
The end of America, no one knew how to manage it
but we tried the typical ways of numbing pain—
my daughter painted tiny flowers on her toenails,
I mixed honey and vodka, squeezing in a lime,
and we carried on with our breathing—
my father was still alive, my body kept aging,
the pills helped a little, not a lot.
into the sheets we slipped, a crisis
into the sheets we slipped, a crisis
~
Into the sheets we slipped, a crisis
affixing us to each other again and again.
Womb was I, turned out.
The babies were a transcript of our making,
a panorama of life on its back.
Thrice I plunked out the humans,
until we’d had enough of such extravagant weather