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Chapters (31)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Faker
  3. TITLES BY SARAH SMITH
  4. Dedication
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Epilogue
  29. Acknowledgments
  30. About the Author
  31. What’s next onyour reading list?

It’s the best I can manage when my nerves are whirling like an out-of-control carousel. The wording of my message makes me sound like an uncertain teenager. But I don’t care; I just want an answer. Before I try anything with him, I need to know for sure what he said wasn’t a one-off or his idea of a joke.

My phone buzzes with his immediate reply.

CALLUM: Every word, Nikki

My fingers fumble to form a coherent response, but I come up with nothing. So I simply send “OK.”

If I weren’t walking the perimeter of a public park, I’d be cradling my face in my hands and groaning at how pathetic my texting game is. I fight through the embarrassment, staring with interest at a red phone booth.

When my phone buzzes this time, I’m too nervous to look at it. What in the world do I expect Callum to say when all I send him is a pathetic “OK” as my reply?

I force myself to read his response anyway.

CALLUM: You’re awfully chatty today

ME: Sorry. I’m out of practice at this whole flirt-texting thing LOL

CALLUM: Ah, I see. Try this: Yes, please, Callum. I’d like nothing more than to do some very, very bad things with you

I chuckle out loud this time. With each text he sends, I’m more at ease, more comfortable at the thought of amping things up between us.

ME: LOL you are ridiculous

CALLUM: I am . . . but am I also right?

I step to the edge of the sidewalk to keep out of everyone else’s way. Staring at his words on the screen, I take a breath. This is it. Take a chance or blow him off. My fingers hover over the keypad for a second before I swallow and take the plunge. I type those three letters that I know will kick things off officially between us and hit “send” before my nerves can convince me to do otherwise.

CALLUM: Lovely. Free tonight? I’d like to see you.

With steady hands, I type my response.

ME: When and where?

Chapter 9

The moment I walk inside the Grazing Goat, I scan the room for Callum. It doesn’t take long to find him. Even in a restaurant packed to the brim with sharply dressed wedding guests, he stands out. His broad, tall, leanly muscled body cuts a dashing figure in the black fabric of his tailored suit. There’s just a peek of white from his dress shirt and the sheen of his silver tie. I was right. The Great Gatsby in all his West Egg glory would look downright slovenly standing next to Callum James in this suit.