Chapters (7)
PETCHALL: Open them up then and if you haven’t brought them you were asked to, so no fussing. Hope you have a late note, Tamara.
TAMARA: They’re reading, Ezie stammers as he reads out loud—The Outsiders greasers and socs—something a sped could read a book for speds words like pus dripping slowly from a rotten cut.
PETCHALL: Sit down, Tamara, everyone listening/
TAMARA: Squid in class before me for the first time ever mouths:/ Where you been?
SQUID: Where you been?
Where you been?
TAMARA: Knock on the door.
Dumb little messenger with a bowl cut holds a pink release note get-out-of-jail card.
PETCHALL: Tamara.
TAMARA: Yes Miss?
PETCHALL: You need to see Mr Rowney after the lesson. About the exam.
TAMARA: Yes Miss. Squid still staring at me, raises his eyebrow.
A bell rings.
SQUID: Where you been?
TAMARA: Tell you later. Gotta see Rowney.
SQUID: Tell me now/
TAMARA: Leave me alone.
Wait outside the office door.
PETCHALL: No barging in today./
TAMARA: No tears no drama not today and I’m in my uniform.
Smell of pies from the canteen drifts down the hall, shut my eyes/
PETCHALL: Tamara.
TAMARA: Following me, Miss?
PETCHALL: You look tired.
TAMARA: A bit.
PETCHALL: Not sleeping well?
TAMARA: You could say that.
PETCHALL: Did you/
TAMARA: I had breakfast.
PETCHALL: Good.
What happened to you yesterday?
You disappeared. I think you should have a talk with Miss Dietz?
TAMARA: No-one speaks with her, kids run rings around her make-up stories, fake shit.
PETCHALL: That’s not very kind.
TAMARA: So?
PETCHALL: Miss Dietz might be able to help.
TAMARA: She stinks of smokes.
PETCHALL: So do you.
Miss Dietz can help you if you go and see her.
TAMARA: Rather speak to you.
PETCHALL: Your mum came up to the school this morning.
TAMARA: Ha.
PETCHALL: She’s worried about you.
TAMARA: Yeah right.
Worried I’ll turn out like her?
PETCHALL: She called—said you haven’t been home.
TAMARA: How would she know?
PETCHALL: She’s come to look after you while your father is in hospital.
Where did you sleep? Tamara, where did you stay?
TAMARA: Kids in other places in the school write shit add shit bake shit burn shit—
Not saying nothing.
PETCHALL: Tamara?
TAMARA: Not going to tell you if you’re going to tell her.
PETCHALL: I just need to know/
TAMARA: What?
PETCHALL: Where you’re staying.
Tamara?
TAMARA: With a friend.
PETCHALL: You’re only fifteen, Tamara.
TAMARA: So? Don’t need this right now.
PETCHALL: I’m sorry?
TAMARA: You heard me.
PETCHALL: We just need to know you’re safe.
Is it with Jasyn? Are you staying with him?
TAMARA: As if I’d stay there.
PETCHALL: Where then? The school has a legal/ obligations.
TAMARA: Just leave me alone. I’m fine.
PETCHALL: Tamara.
TAMARA: I don’t have to say.