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  1. SILENCE IS MY MOTHER TONGUE
  2. SILENCE IS MY MOTHER TONGUE
  3. A Novel
  4. THE TRIAL
  5. THE ARRIVAL
  6. THE MOSQUE IN THE SAND
  7. THE EXPIRED SARDINES
  8. THE OPEN TOILET
  9. THE MIDWIFE
  10. THE TELEVISION
  11. THE BLOOD
  12. TV: LIBERATION OF A MAN
  13. THE NEW BLANKET
  14. THE SECOND-HAND CLOTHES
  15. DISGUST IS AN ACQUIRED TASTE
  16. RICE
  17. THE COMMITTEE OF ELDERS
  18. THE BUSINESSMAN
  19. MEN ARE EASY TO READ
  20. THE PROSTITUTE
  21. THE MOTHER’S NAME
  22. SHARING
  23. THE RAZOR
  24. WOMEN DYING LIKE MEN
  25. THE SHOP
  26. MEAT
  27. THE FIRST VIRGINITY TEST
  28. A WOMAN
  29. THE BROKEN LANGUAGE
  30. FREE LOVE, FENCED
  31. THE WHITE CLOTH
  32. THE DANCE
  33. THE GOAT
  34. CINEMA SILENZIOSO
  35. THE MAP OF THE COUNTRY
  36. THE WEDDING
  37. FREEDOM: THE DOUBLE PRICE
  38. LOVE SHARED
  39. THE DEPARTURE
  40. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  41. ABOUT THE AUTHOR

I thought the next town was so far away that it wasn’t even worth thinking about, said Eyob. But that is what happens when they drop you here in the middle of the night.

Tedros came into the compound with a jug of beer. He had slept at Azyeb’s bar. Is the white cloth ready? he asked Saba. We will need it tomorrow.

He was drinking his life away because he had lost her, but he never had her in the first place, Saba thought. Yet he was grieving over love he had conceived in his head and had imagined would be reciprocated.

Tedros picked up the white cloth from the pile by Saba’s feet and threw it into the bucket. Saba looked at her fiancé. Eyob shuffled on his stool. Some time passed in silence before Hajj Ali brought the conversation back to the village, pressing the same point that was of interest to Saba.

And, Hajj Ali continued, before I came here, they apparently opened the new road that connects the village to the capital, with the best university on our continent. So no one here with the ambition to finish their education should let distance discourage them, not with this new road. The future is bright. But we all have to pay a price to be part of it.

Hajj Ali took a sip of his tea and asked Eyob for something to scribble on. With his request answered, the nomad stretched out his leg and placed the paper on his lower thigh, as close as possible to Saba, and drew a map of his country. He located the camp with the tip of his pencil. Here, he said, that’s where we live.

Saba examined the map and the dot that represented the camp. And that pencil-scrawled point was enough to make her feel that the place where she lived counted. This camp was part of something. And she was too.

Hajj Ali was about to crumple the paper into a ball when Saba asked to have it. He smiled. With pleasure, he said.

With the paper in Saba’s hands, the nomad addressed Eyob. What is the use of a permanently closed shop? Maybe we should arrange a trip to the village to get some products. You need to work. A businessman without work is like a man in a marriage without sex.

He laughed. And his laughter continued until he drew Saba out of her reverie. She looked up, as if to say I understand, no more inference is needed.

Men are easy to read.

Sadly, we have been told we are not authorized to leave the camp without a permit, said Eyob.

You seem to forget that I am from this country, Eyob. And as a citizen, I am your permit. And no one else in this camp knows the way. Hajj Ali looked at Saba as he repeated this fact a few times. Saba knew. He began bargaining, for something that had nothing to do with business.