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“Summoners wear blue,” I said irritably.
“Don’t underestimate the power of the grand gesture, Alina. The people like spectacle. The Darkling understood that.”
“I’ll think about it.”
“Might I suggest gold?” Nikolai went on. “Very regal, very appropriate—”
“Very tacky?”
“Gold and black would be best. Perfect symbolism and—”
“No black,” Mal said. He pushed back from the table and, without another word, disappeared into the crowded room.
I set down my fork. “I can’t tell if you’re deliberately making trouble or if you’re just an ass.”
The prince took another bite of his dinner. “He doesn’t like black?”
“It’s the color of the man who tried to kill him and regularly takes me hostage. My sworn enemy?”
“All the more reason to claim that color as your own.”
I craned my neck to see where Mal had gone. Through the doorway, I watched him take a seat by himself at the bar.
“No,” I said. “No black.”
“As you like,” Nikolai replied. “But choose something for yourself and your guards.”
I sighed. “Do I really need guards?”
Nikolai leaned back in his chair and studied me, his face suddenly serious. “Do you know how I got the name Sturmhond?” he asked.
“I thought it was some kind of joke, a play on Sobachka.”
“No,” he said. “It’s a name I earned. The first enemy ship I ever boarded was a Fjerdan trader out of Djerholm. When I told the captain to lay down his sword, he laughed in my face and told me to run home to my mother. He said Fjerdan men make bread from the bones of skinny Ravkan boys.”
“So you killed him?”
“No. I told him foolish old captains weren’t fit meat for Ravkan men. Then I cut off his fingers and fed them to my dog while he watched.”
“You … what?”
The room was packed with rowdy soldiers singing, shouting, telling stories, but it all fell away as I stared at Nikolai in stunned silence. It was as if I was watching him transform again, as if the charming mask had shifted to reveal a very dangerous man.
“You heard me. My enemies understood brutality. And so did my crew. After it was over, I drank with my men and divvied up the spoils. Then I went back to my cabin, vomited up the very fine dinner my steward had prepared, and cried myself to sleep. But that was the day I became a real privateer, and that was the day Sturmhond was born.”
“So much for ‘puppy,’” I said, feeling a bit nauseated myself.
“I was a boy trying to lead an undisciplined crew of thieves and rogues against enemies who were older, wiser, and tougher. I needed them to fear me. All of them. And if they hadn’t, more people would have died.”
I pushed my plate away. “Just whose fingers are you telling me to cut off?”
“I’m telling you that if you want to be a leader, it’s time you started thinking and acting like one.”