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  1. ALSO BY LYNDA MULLALY HUNT
  2. Contents
  3. Chapter 1
  4. UNTIL NOW
  5. Chapter 2
  6. THE BEST ONE YET
  7. Chapter 3
  8. MADRE SEAL
  9. Chapter 4
  10. BROKEN
  11. Chapter 5
  12. OLIVE OIL
  13. Chapter 6
  14. LIGHTNING BOY
  15. Chapter 7
  16. PLAYING GAMES
  17. Chapter 8
  18. A LIAR AND A THIEF
  19. Chapter 9
  20. MORE THAN A FLUKE
  21. Chapter 10
  22. IT’S A HARD-KNOCK LIFE
  23. Chapter 11
  24. SHUDDER AT THE THOUGHT
  25. Chapter 12
  26. ZONKED!
  27. Chapter 13
  28. THE RIFT
  29. Chapter 14
  30. RETURN OF THE MADRE
  31. Chapter 15
  32. THAT NOURISHING TEA
  33. Chapter 16
  34. A BOWL OF BOLOGNA
  35. Chapter 17
  36. ESCAPE FROM THE CAKES
  37. Chapter 18
  38. WHO WATCHES YOU WHILE YOU EAT A SANDWICH?
  39. Chapter 19
  40. IS THAT YOU?
  41. Chapter 20
  42. SEEDS THAT GROW AND SEEDS THAT DON’T
  43. Chapter 21
  44. NOT-SO-PERFECT PICTURE
  45. Chapter 22
  46. OPTIMISTIC ELEPHANTS
  47. Chapter 23
  48. A SHOVELFUL OF SAND
  49. Chapter 24
  50. STORM
  51. Chapter 25
  52. THE REEL OF MISFORTUNE
  53. Chapter 26
  54. A BIT OF DRAMA
  55. Chapter 27
  56. WHATEVER FLOATS YOUR BOAT
  57. Chapter 28
  58. SHARK SNACK
  59. Chapter 29
  60. THE GREATEST PREDICTOR OF SUCCESS
  61. Chapter 30
  62. WAS MY MOMMA STRONG?
  63. Chapter 31
  64. EELS FOR THE REEL
  65. Chapter 32
  66. OUTSIDE LOOKING IN
  67. Chapter 33
  68. THE HARDEST SHELL OF ALL
  69. Chapter 34
  70. CHATHAM PEER
  71. Chapter 35
  72. WHO YOU GONNA BE?
  73. Chapter 36
  74. BOOTS
  75. Chapter 37
  76. EGGS AND POTATOES
  77. Chapter 38
  78. NOW WE’RE COOKIN’
  79. Chapter 39
  80. RUNAWAY
  81. Chapter 40
  82. THE FEELING OF BEING ROBBED
  83. Chapter 41
  84. FELINE KINDER
  85. Chapter 42
  86. TO REVEAL A SECRET
  87. Chapter 43
  88. A LESSON FROM MOBY
  89. Chapter 44
  90. THE SUN WILL COME OUT
  91. Chapter 45
  92. THE ONES WHO STAY
  93. Chapter 46
  94. WHAT YOU SEE
  95. Chapter 47
  96. THE BIG ONE WITH THE LADDER
  97. Chapter 48
  98. A GIFT FROM PAPA
  99. Chapter 49
  100. THE SHELTERING TREE
  101. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  102. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  103. What’s next on your reading list?

She looks like the woman in my old candy frame—as if she stepped out of it and into the world. It looks just like her. Just like her.

I stuff my hands in my pockets and straighten my back.

Ronan is in front of me. “I’m sorry about bragging so much. It’s okay, Delsie. I’ll spot you some points.”

I shake my head.

“No, it’s okay.”

“I would never get mad about mini golf.” I look around him. “It’s that lady.” I swallow. “I think she’s my mom.”

Ronan turns and looks at her. “You think so? Are those her kids?”

“I . . . don’t know. We haven’t heard from her in a long, long time. I mean . . . I guess they could be her kids.”

“But you don’t know that she’s your mom, right? Just a guess?”

“I feel like she is. She looks just like her picture. And . . .” The words catch in my throat. “She looks just like me.” I swallow again, hard. “Should I go talk to her?”

“Sure. Because if you don’t, you’ll regret it.”

Ronan is good at cutting to the truth.

Looking down at my golf ball, I get an idea. I toss the ball into the bushes near her. And then I run over.

And standing in front of her makes my stomach roll over and over. I lock eyes with her and watch to see if she recognizes me. How could someone not recognize her own baby?

“Hello,” she says.

“Hi. Oh. Sorry. I just came to get my ball.” I bend over and reach into the bushes to get it, and when I stand back up, I lock eyes with her again. Hoping for an answer in her face.

“May I help you? Do you need something?” she asks, and the sound of her voice is like Esme’s—all sweet and let-me-help-you. I look at her kids and wonder if I have two sisters.

“Are you my momma?” I ask.

One eye squints. “Pardon me?”

“Are you my momma? Is it you?” I squeak like a little kid.

Her lips press together and her eyes get sad and she shakes her head a bit. “Oh, honey. I’m sorry. I’m not your momma. I have these two girls but haven’t had any other children besides them.” By this time, her two girls are staring at me like I am trying to steal their favorite thing.

“Are you sure?” I ask, starting to cry. “Because you look just like the picture, and you look just like me. Or I look like you . . . so I thought that maybe . . . I thought you could be . . .”

“I’m not. Really. I’m very sorry. But whoever is your mom, she is very lucky.”

“Very lucky,” I mumble. “Very lucky.” I drop my golf club and run. I run so fast that Ronan hasn’t got a chance of catching me.

• • •

I find myself standing in front of Aimee’s. Because it’s Saturday, I’m sure she has no rehearsal. I knock on the door.