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- ALSO BY LYNDA MULLALY HUNT
- Contents
- Chapter 1
- UNTIL NOW
- Chapter 2
- THE BEST ONE YET
- Chapter 3
- MADRE SEAL
- Chapter 4
- BROKEN
- Chapter 5
- OLIVE OIL
- Chapter 6
- LIGHTNING BOY
- Chapter 7
- PLAYING GAMES
- Chapter 8
- A LIAR AND A THIEF
- Chapter 9
- MORE THAN A FLUKE
- Chapter 10
- IT’S A HARD-KNOCK LIFE
- Chapter 11
- SHUDDER AT THE THOUGHT
- Chapter 12
- ZONKED!
- Chapter 13
- THE RIFT
- Chapter 14
- RETURN OF THE MADRE
- Chapter 15
- THAT NOURISHING TEA
- Chapter 16
- A BOWL OF BOLOGNA
- Chapter 17
- ESCAPE FROM THE CAKES
- Chapter 18
- WHO WATCHES YOU WHILE YOU EAT A SANDWICH?
- Chapter 19
- IS THAT YOU?
- Chapter 20
- SEEDS THAT GROW AND SEEDS THAT DON’T
- Chapter 21
- NOT-SO-PERFECT PICTURE
- Chapter 22
- OPTIMISTIC ELEPHANTS
- Chapter 23
- A SHOVELFUL OF SAND
- Chapter 24
- STORM
- Chapter 25
- THE REEL OF MISFORTUNE
- Chapter 26
- A BIT OF DRAMA
- Chapter 27
- WHATEVER FLOATS YOUR BOAT
- Chapter 28
- SHARK SNACK
- Chapter 29
- THE GREATEST PREDICTOR OF SUCCESS
- Chapter 30
- WAS MY MOMMA STRONG?
- Chapter 31
- EELS FOR THE REEL
- Chapter 32
- OUTSIDE LOOKING IN
- Chapter 33
- THE HARDEST SHELL OF ALL
- Chapter 34
- CHATHAM PEER
- Chapter 35
- WHO YOU GONNA BE?
- Chapter 36
- BOOTS
- Chapter 37
- EGGS AND POTATOES
- Chapter 38
- NOW WE’RE COOKIN’
- Chapter 39
- RUNAWAY
- Chapter 40
- THE FEELING OF BEING ROBBED
- Chapter 41
- FELINE KINDER
- Chapter 42
- TO REVEAL A SECRET
- Chapter 43
- A LESSON FROM MOBY
- Chapter 44
- THE SUN WILL COME OUT
- Chapter 45
- THE ONES WHO STAY
- Chapter 46
- WHAT YOU SEE
- Chapter 47
- THE BIG ONE WITH THE LADDER
- Chapter 48
- A GIFT FROM PAPA
- Chapter 49
- THE SHELTERING TREE
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
- What’s next on your reading list?
She looks like the woman in my old candy frame—as if she stepped out of it and into the world. It looks just like her. Just like her.
I stuff my hands in my pockets and straighten my back.
Ronan is in front of me. “I’m sorry about bragging so much. It’s okay, Delsie. I’ll spot you some points.”
I shake my head.
“No, it’s okay.”
“I would never get mad about mini golf.” I look around him. “It’s that lady.” I swallow. “I think she’s my mom.”
Ronan turns and looks at her. “You think so? Are those her kids?”
“I . . . don’t know. We haven’t heard from her in a long, long time. I mean . . . I guess they could be her kids.”
“But you don’t know that she’s your mom, right? Just a guess?”
“I feel like she is. She looks just like her picture. And . . .” The words catch in my throat. “She looks just like me.” I swallow again, hard. “Should I go talk to her?”
“Sure. Because if you don’t, you’ll regret it.”
Ronan is good at cutting to the truth.
Looking down at my golf ball, I get an idea. I toss the ball into the bushes near her. And then I run over.
And standing in front of her makes my stomach roll over and over. I lock eyes with her and watch to see if she recognizes me. How could someone not recognize her own baby?
“Hello,” she says.
“Hi. Oh. Sorry. I just came to get my ball.” I bend over and reach into the bushes to get it, and when I stand back up, I lock eyes with her again. Hoping for an answer in her face.
“May I help you? Do you need something?” she asks, and the sound of her voice is like Esme’s—all sweet and let-me-help-you. I look at her kids and wonder if I have two sisters.
“Are you my momma?” I ask.
One eye squints. “Pardon me?”
“Are you my momma? Is it you?” I squeak like a little kid.
Her lips press together and her eyes get sad and she shakes her head a bit. “Oh, honey. I’m sorry. I’m not your momma. I have these two girls but haven’t had any other children besides them.” By this time, her two girls are staring at me like I am trying to steal their favorite thing.
“Are you sure?” I ask, starting to cry. “Because you look just like the picture, and you look just like me. Or I look like you . . . so I thought that maybe . . . I thought you could be . . .”
“I’m not. Really. I’m very sorry. But whoever is your mom, she is very lucky.”
“Very lucky,” I mumble. “Very lucky.” I drop my golf club and run. I run so fast that Ronan hasn’t got a chance of catching me.
• • •
I find myself standing in front of Aimee’s. Because it’s Saturday, I’m sure she has no rehearsal. I knock on the door.