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  1. Shades of Milk and Honey
  2. Table of Contents
  3. One
  4. Jasmine and Honeysuckle
  5. Two
  6. Doves and Roses
  7. Three
  8. Nymphs at the Ball
  9. Four
  10. Neighbours and Salts
  11. Five
  12. Art and Glamour
  13. Six
  14. Strawberries and Bonnets
  15. Seven
  16. Nymph on the Hill
  17. Eight
  18. Flowers and Novels
  19. Nine
  20. A Tonic in the Maze
  21. Ten
  22. The Broken Bridge
  23. Eleven
  24. A Dinner Invitation
  25. Twelve
  26. Beast and Beauty
  27. Thirteen
  28. The Beast Upset
  29. Fourteen
  30. Curiosity Unrequited
  31. Fifteen
  32. A Book and a Gift
  33. Sixteen
  34. Change and Fury
  35. Seventeen
  36. Leaves and Confession
  37. Eighteen
  38. Order and Disarray
  39. Nineteen
  40. Trust and Distractions
  41. Twenty
  42. Packing and Discovery
  43. Twenty-one
  44. Wolves and Muses
  45. Twenty-two
  46. Leaving the Maze
  47. Twenty-three
  48. The Box on the Mantel
  49. Twenty-four
  50. Duels and Deals
  51. Twenty-five
  52. Snake in the Grass
  53. Twenty-six
  54. Solicitations
  55. Acknowledgments

To give herself time to think, Jane crossed the room and sat opposite Melody. “Am I to understand that you did not hurt your ankle yesterday?”

“I hurt it exactly as much as I hurt it a fortnight ago. Only my jealousy injured me.” Melody flung herself back on the sofa.

“Jealousy? What or who are you so jealous of that you would pretend to be injured?”

“Of you! How am I to compare with you and your great talents? I saw how everyone admired your tableau vivant and how they looked at me as if wondering what I could do, and the answer is nothing. I can do nothing that a man such as Mr. Dunkirk would esteem. And so when I stumbled and lost my shoe and Mr. Dunkirk—” Here she sighed and covered her face again. “He was by my side, so suddenly and so quickly helping me up. I wanted it to last longer, so I pretended that I needed more aid than I did, and then when Captain Livingston came to my aid as well . . . ! It was wrong. I know it was wrong. But you must understand that I could not then admit that I had not hurt myself.”

Jane shook her head, bewildered by her sister’s jealousy toward her. Her! Who had not the slightest hope of marrying, were it not for the sum that Mr. Ellsworth had put away for her dowry. But more than the bewilderment, she was dismayed by what her sister had confessed. “You could certainly have explained that the injury was not so great as it first appeared; that shock had given it more weight than it merited. Oh, Melody, what were you thinking?”

“I was not thinking! I was feeling! And is it so terrible a thing? I have hurt no one save myself, and he came today, did he not?” She twisted her hands together in supplication. “Please. You cannot tell anyone. I should die if he knew.”

It was not clear whether “he” were Mr. Dunkirk or Captain Livingston, but Jane felt that it hardly mattered. She could not censure Melody strongly enough. To be entreated to keep this a secret between them, when all her common sense cried out to tell her father, was almost too great a burden. Though the greater part of her knew that it would do no good, Jane tried to impress upon her younger sister the seriousness of what she had done. “Yes, he came. In response to a lie. Melody, you must understand that lies are not confined to words; deeds, too, may be—”

“I do not need to be lectured by you, dear sister, to know what I have done.” Melody stood abruptly, without any sign of the injury she had claimed. “I confided in you, hoping that you would understand the very real torment in my breast, but you have thrown my confidence back in my face. I trusted you with my peace of mind and you have taken that from me. Now who will I turn to, if I cannot trust you?” Without waiting for a response, she strode across the drawing room. At the door, she paused and then limped cautiously out, giving lie to her protestations of torment as she made her slow way out of the drawing room, prolonging her falsehood in the sight of any who saw her.