Or maybe not. Maybe the Pooper, instead of wanting attention through a big public act, is looking to continue his little campaign of terror in private, waiting to strike again while the iron is cold. Maybe, while I’ve been expecting some kind of defecatory event tonight for maximum effect, the slow reveal will continue, day after day, week after week, creating a sustained level of discomfort and unease for people worried about the situation. Which, for some reason, appears to just be us. How is it possible that we’re the only parents who’ve complained? Why haven’t other parents heard the news from their kids and demanded a meeting, a morning coffee with stale doughnuts and bloated bagels, or an early evening after-dinner meeting with boxed wine and Costco cookies, to discuss the situation?

When I share my fears about tonight with Gary, he’s certain that our meeting the other day with Grace took care of it. “We put the fear of God into her,” he says, smug in the knowledge that he has protected Teddy, and us, from harm, and wholly unconcerned that some creepy kind of unmasking is about to take place. “Plus, it’s Spotlight!” he says, as if Spotlight is the sacred ritual of an ancient religion, a magical time when nothing can go wrong and nothing bad can happen, like Christmas.

To calm my nerves after I’m dressed, I brush the dog, then brush myself with a lint brush, something I almost always forget to do. But I remind myself I’m going to be among people tonight, humans, other parents, and I need to not look crazy. Once I put the dog in the sling and we get into the car, Gary behind the wheel, I text Daisy to check in on Glenn. Something about her response—She’s sleeping deeply—or perhaps just my concern gnawing away at me since yesterday, makes me ask Gary if there’s time to stop there on our way.

“Of course there’s time,” he lies.

When we get there, a few blocks from our house, he live-parks while I run in. I smile at Daisy, who I haven’t seen for years, as she stands holding Lucy near the bed, and then bend down to get closer to Glenn.

“We’re off to Spotlight. To see the People Puppets,” I whisper. “I wish you could come. I’ll give you a full report tomorrow.” I put my hand on hers as gently as I can and feel her holding something in it: it’s the LEGO Cancer Monster. My eyes fill and my throat seizes. Her lips move and she’s smiling, but no words come out. I think she’s trying to say Teddy.

I stand there, not wanting to move. Why do life’s most terrible moments always collide with its most mundane ones? The night my mother died was one of Teddy’s first rock-school concerts; I had no choice but to miss that joyful milestone—it was my mother. Tonight I have to be there for Teddy in case the Secret Pooper shows up—even though I have a terrible feeling that I may never see Glenn, my best friend, my only friend, again.