Back Secrets and Shadows
Chapters (42)
  1. Cover
  2. Title
  3. Dedication
  4. About the Author
  5. Also by
  6. Acknowledgements
  7. Part One
  8. Chapter One
  9. Chapter Two
  10. Part Two
  11. Chapter Three
  12. Chapter Four
  13. Chapter Five
  14. Chapter Six
  15. Chapter Seven
  16. Chapter Eight
  17. Chapter Nine
  18. Chapter Ten
  19. Chapter Eleven
  20. Chapter Twelve
  21. Chapter Thirteen
  22. Chapter Fourteen
  23. Chapter Fifteen
  24. Chapter Sixteen
  25. Chapter Seventeen
  26. Chapter Eighteen
  27. Chapter Nineteen
  28. Chapter Twenty
  29. Chapter Twenty-one
  30. Chapter Twenty-two
  31. Chapter Twenty-three
  32. Chapter Twenty-four
  33. Chapter Twenty-five
  34. Part Three
  35. Chapter Twenty-six
  36. Chapter Twenty-seven
  37. Chapter Twenty-eight
  38. Chapter Twenty-nine
  39. Chapter Thirty
  40. Chapter Thirty-one
  41. Chapter Thirty-two
  42. Chapter Thirty-three

It was an infinitely comforting room, shabby by some standards, perhaps, with its faded chintz curtains and some threadbare patches on the carpet, which were mostly covered by sagging but comfortable armchairs: it was a room where small children could build dens under the tables and teenagers could sprawl on the floor; where dogs had their own beanbags but sometimes sneaked on to the sofa and piles of books balanced on windowsills – a room that had been lived in and loved by several generations.

A film was running on the television when Louisa poked her nose round the door, but Isobel wasn’t looking at it. She was curled up in one of the big squashy armchairs with Flapper at her feet and Lozenge – indecorously showing a vast expanse of stomach – lying upside down beside her. Rory’s toys were strewn all over the floor in a happy muddle, but tonight Isobel had neither inclination nor energy to tidy them up. She looked quite unlike her usual bright self, but at the sight of Louisa she got up at once, dislodging Lozenge with difficulty, and smiled a welcome.

‘Louisa, how lovely! Come and tell me how you’ve got on and make me laugh. I need cheering up.’ She turned the television off, threw a couple more logs on the fire that was still necessary most evenings, and then poked at them viciously, sending armies of sparks rampaging up the chimney.

‘Oh, Iz! That bloody woman’s really upset you, hasn’t she?’ Louisa perched on the club-fender in front of the fire. She didn’t pretend not to guess what was wrong. ‘Don’t let anything she said get to you. She’s not worth bothering about, nosy old cow.’

‘It wasn’t her fault.’ Isobel ran her hands through her curly dark hair. She was one of those lucky women whose hair looked good no matter how rumpled or wind-blown it might become. She flopped back in her chair and said: ‘I can’t believe I was so stupid as to allow it to turn into an issue like that. If I hadn’t gone and made such a thing about the relationship, nobody would have noticed anything . . . but Bunty Whatsit was so damn persistent I felt cornered. Oh, hell! What a mess. It’s not the first time Rory’s likeness to Giles has been remarked on and we can’t go on ignoring it. I’m sure for anyone who’s seen him it’s the local topic for gossip. We have some dreadfully difficult decisions to take – not just for us but for the rest of the family – and for Rory himself.’ She looked at Louisa through deeply troubled eyes. ‘I suppose you realise that Rory really is Giles’s son?’ she asked.

‘Well, it’s impossible not to see the likeness,’ admitted Louisa reluctantly. ‘He is the absolute spit of Giles. How long have you known?’