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Chapters (42)
  1. Cover
  2. Title
  3. Dedication
  4. About the Author
  5. Also by
  6. Acknowledgements
  7. Part One
  8. Chapter One
  9. Chapter Two
  10. Part Two
  11. Chapter Three
  12. Chapter Four
  13. Chapter Five
  14. Chapter Six
  15. Chapter Seven
  16. Chapter Eight
  17. Chapter Nine
  18. Chapter Ten
  19. Chapter Eleven
  20. Chapter Twelve
  21. Chapter Thirteen
  22. Chapter Fourteen
  23. Chapter Fifteen
  24. Chapter Sixteen
  25. Chapter Seventeen
  26. Chapter Eighteen
  27. Chapter Nineteen
  28. Chapter Twenty
  29. Chapter Twenty-one
  30. Chapter Twenty-two
  31. Chapter Twenty-three
  32. Chapter Twenty-four
  33. Chapter Twenty-five
  34. Part Three
  35. Chapter Twenty-six
  36. Chapter Twenty-seven
  37. Chapter Twenty-eight
  38. Chapter Twenty-nine
  39. Chapter Thirty
  40. Chapter Thirty-one
  41. Chapter Thirty-two
  42. Chapter Thirty-three

‘Don’t give me that! You know very well. How could you, Louisa? How could either of you do that to me? You knew how I would feel. I know Christopher spent the night with you.’

There was a drumming in Louisa’s ears. She heard her own voice speaking as though from very far away, as though she were under water. She felt very tired.

‘Yes,’ she said. ‘He did. He spent the night here – and do you know why he stayed? He stayed to look after me . . . not to go to bed with me. I might have liked to sleep with Christopher, but there was never any question of it for him. He stayed to hold my hand – if you like to put it like that – because I’d just been told my cancer has returned and I’m dying, that’s why. Christopher slept in the spare room.’

‘Oh my God,’ said Marnie, some three thousand miles away. ‘Oh my God.’ An image of a dead owl came into her head. She was appalled. ‘Oh, Louisa . . . I don’t know what to say . . .’ But for the second time in twenty-four hours the line went dead because someone had hung up on her.

Marnie went to find her stepmother, looking quite distraught. ‘Toni – please help me. I’ve messed up big time. I’ve done something awful and made a terrible, terrible mistake about someone – about two people actually. I have to get back to London as soon as it’s humanly possible. Can you help me get on a flight?’

‘Sure,’ said Toni, breathing a huge sigh of relief that whatever black misery had been bearing down on Marnie, it had at least been acknowledged so that some action could be taken. ‘I’ll get straight on to your dad’s office,’ she said. ‘No worries.’

Later Marnie had poured out the story to her stepmother, and wept tears of real anguish for Louisa and bitterly remorseful ones over her own misplaced mistrust of Christopher.

‘Is he worth it, this superman?’ asked Toni, remembering the last, disastrous man in Marnie’s life.

‘Oh yes – he’s worth it,’ said Marnie, ‘and I’m sure going to have to try to make amends for my awful, habitual jealousy. It may be too late.’

Marnie’s text to Christopher consisted of just two words. Coming home, it read.

Christopher heard the key turn in the lock at two o’clock in the morning. He’d had no idea when to expect her, but he was standing in the hallway when she came through the front door.

‘I’ve come back – if you’ll still have me,’ said Marnie.

Christopher opened his arms and she walked straight into them.

Chapter Thirty-three

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Isobel and Giles were the first to arrive at Carafini, the restaurant in Lower Sloane Street that was a favourite haunt of theirs when they stayed at the Sloane Club opposite.