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Chapters (42)
  1. Cover
  2. Title
  3. Dedication
  4. About the Author
  5. Also by
  6. Acknowledgements
  7. Part One
  8. Chapter One
  9. Chapter Two
  10. Part Two
  11. Chapter Three
  12. Chapter Four
  13. Chapter Five
  14. Chapter Six
  15. Chapter Seven
  16. Chapter Eight
  17. Chapter Nine
  18. Chapter Ten
  19. Chapter Eleven
  20. Chapter Twelve
  21. Chapter Thirteen
  22. Chapter Fourteen
  23. Chapter Fifteen
  24. Chapter Sixteen
  25. Chapter Seventeen
  26. Chapter Eighteen
  27. Chapter Nineteen
  28. Chapter Twenty
  29. Chapter Twenty-one
  30. Chapter Twenty-two
  31. Chapter Twenty-three
  32. Chapter Twenty-four
  33. Chapter Twenty-five
  34. Part Three
  35. Chapter Twenty-six
  36. Chapter Twenty-seven
  37. Chapter Twenty-eight
  38. Chapter Twenty-nine
  39. Chapter Thirty
  40. Chapter Thirty-one
  41. Chapter Thirty-two
  42. Chapter Thirty-three

When her father returned, there seemed no point in staying on in Toronto so they decided to fly straight back to New York that evening, which would give Marnie extra time at home. She could hardly wait to tell Christopher her news but had no intention of speaking to him while he was still with Louisa. She watched the time impatiently. She reckoned he might have left Louisa’s dinner party by eleven thirty, English time, but was disappointed to find his mobile still switched off, and left a message. When, much later, there had still been no call but she got his text, every suspicion was aroused. Unavoidable? Unexpected? Who did he think she was? She battled to keep hold of her embryonic experiment in trusting . . . and felt it slipping rapidly out of her grasp.

*

She went to bed but not to sleep. She tossed and turned, tried to read a book and gave up, turned the light on and off . . . and on and off . . . and tried unsuccessfully to switch her angry imagination off too; she padded along to the kitchen and made herself a hot drink. Then she picked up the phone.

At six o’clock in the morning she was just falling at last into an exhausted sleep when her mobile rang.

‘Marnie? Thank God I’ve got you at last.’

‘You’ve been trying so hard, of course. Where were you?’ she asked furiously.

‘Didn’t you get my text?’

‘I certainly did, though what the hell it meant I really don’t know. Your story sure better be good, Christopher.’

‘It is,’ he said tersely. ‘Look, darling Marnie . . .’

‘Don’t you darling me,’ she said unpleasantly. ‘Answer me one question. Did you spend the night with Louisa?’

‘You already know that I did.’ Christopher, in London, who had held out as long as he could bear in order not to disturb her in the middle of the night, felt his own temper starting to rise. ‘You rang to check up on me this morning, didn’t you? And you hadn’t even got the guts to speak when I answered.’ He struggled to calm down. ‘Look,’ he said, ‘it’s not at all what you think. Let’s not get into a confrontation. Yes, I spent the night at Louisa’s house, but for a very good reason which I’ll tell you all about when you come home.’

‘Why should I believe you?’

‘Because,’ he said disastrously, ‘I’m afraid you’ll just have to trust me for the moment.’