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Chapters (42)
  1. Cover
  2. Title
  3. Dedication
  4. About the Author
  5. Also by
  6. Acknowledgements
  7. Part One
  8. Chapter One
  9. Chapter Two
  10. Part Two
  11. Chapter Three
  12. Chapter Four
  13. Chapter Five
  14. Chapter Six
  15. Chapter Seven
  16. Chapter Eight
  17. Chapter Nine
  18. Chapter Ten
  19. Chapter Eleven
  20. Chapter Twelve
  21. Chapter Thirteen
  22. Chapter Fourteen
  23. Chapter Fifteen
  24. Chapter Sixteen
  25. Chapter Seventeen
  26. Chapter Eighteen
  27. Chapter Nineteen
  28. Chapter Twenty
  29. Chapter Twenty-one
  30. Chapter Twenty-two
  31. Chapter Twenty-three
  32. Chapter Twenty-four
  33. Chapter Twenty-five
  34. Part Three
  35. Chapter Twenty-six
  36. Chapter Twenty-seven
  37. Chapter Twenty-eight
  38. Chapter Twenty-nine
  39. Chapter Thirty
  40. Chapter Thirty-one
  41. Chapter Thirty-two
  42. Chapter Thirty-three

But Louisa was unable to say because she wasn’t entirely sure herself. All the same Isobel’s words gave her a jolt – when they’d set out for Edinburgh she’d had every intention of being friendly to Marnie and she couldn’t say herself what demon had prompted her to be so disagreeable. Before they set out for Tillydrum she sought her out.

‘Sorry I was a bit of a cow yesterday,’ she said abruptly. Marnie didn’t pretend to misunderstand, but appreciated the effort it must have cost Louisa to apologise.

‘Thanks,’ she said simply. ‘Forget it. God knows I lash out at whoever’s nearest when I feel at odds with the world. Not for nothing did my younger brothers call me Miss Grump – but then I’ve always been prone to the black dog.’ She raised an eyebrow at Louisa. ‘It doesn’t make it feel any better while it lasts, but at least it’s recognisable – an old enemy – but I guess it’s not usual for you feel like that?’

‘No,’ Louisa pulled a wry face. ‘I’m often pig-headed and occasionally sharp-tongued – so I’m told! I’ve sometimes been very scared – with good cause – but I’ve never been given to the glooms for no reason. I’ve always had faith that everything would turn out all right and felt good about myself. I’ve never felt low and on edge the way I do at the moment. Anyway, I’m really sorry. I’ll try not to be such a killjoy today.’

It’s weird, she thought: it’s almost as if Marnie and I have swapped roles. She’s discovered the knack of being happy and I’ve lost it. She put on a show of being her bright and breezy self and appeared to be the life and soul of the party at lunch.

But Isobel, though grateful and relieved that the tension Giles had complained of the day before was absent, was not deceived by the glitter of false tinsel in which Louisa wrapped herself.