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Chapters (42)
  1. Cover
  2. Title
  3. Dedication
  4. About the Author
  5. Also by
  6. Acknowledgements
  7. Part One
  8. Chapter One
  9. Chapter Two
  10. Part Two
  11. Chapter Three
  12. Chapter Four
  13. Chapter Five
  14. Chapter Six
  15. Chapter Seven
  16. Chapter Eight
  17. Chapter Nine
  18. Chapter Ten
  19. Chapter Eleven
  20. Chapter Twelve
  21. Chapter Thirteen
  22. Chapter Fourteen
  23. Chapter Fifteen
  24. Chapter Sixteen
  25. Chapter Seventeen
  26. Chapter Eighteen
  27. Chapter Nineteen
  28. Chapter Twenty
  29. Chapter Twenty-one
  30. Chapter Twenty-two
  31. Chapter Twenty-three
  32. Chapter Twenty-four
  33. Chapter Twenty-five
  34. Part Three
  35. Chapter Twenty-six
  36. Chapter Twenty-seven
  37. Chapter Twenty-eight
  38. Chapter Twenty-nine
  39. Chapter Thirty
  40. Chapter Thirty-one
  41. Chapter Thirty-two
  42. Chapter Thirty-three

This was in contrast to Christopher and Marnie. It would have been impossible to miss the current that was flowing between them, to ignore the private looks they exchanged or the way they stood so close to each other, and though Louisa was ashamed to find herself minding so much, she suddenly found it hard to bear. It wasn’t that either of them ignored her – far from it. They had both made a point of seeking her out as soon as they returned from Bruar and appeared particularly pleased to see her, but for Louisa, used to being the centre of attention and – in the most charming way – the instigator, rather than the receiver, of acts of social kindness, this only emphasised the situation. It wounded her pride, on top of what she felt to be the rebuff she’d already had from Christopher, and in consequence she seemed distinctly unenthusiastic in response to Marnie’s effort to be friendly.

Marnie, eager to share her new-found happiness, and having thought that she and Louisa were on the verge of genuine closeness, longed to tell her all about her day and show her the beautiful book on fortified Scottish houses and their gardens which Christopher had secretly bought for her in the Bruar garden shop while she was buying shoes. She could see that Louisa was on edge and, guessing the reason, was afraid such a gesture on her part would be insensitive, and might even be misinterpreted as deliberate gloating. As a result she automatically withdrew into her old shell, and became spiky as a sea urchin herself. I never know where I am with Louisa, she thought, or is it just me, reading the signals wrong as usual? It’s like playing Snakes and Ladders – I land on a square that takes me up a little ladder, then I throw the dice again and – whoosh! – I’m on a great open-mouthed snake and back where I started.

Christopher, seeing Marnie’s troubled expression, had directed a coolly critical look in Louisa’s direction, which had hurt.