Back Secrets and Shadows
Chapters (42)
  1. Cover
  2. Title
  3. Dedication
  4. About the Author
  5. Also by
  6. Acknowledgements
  7. Part One
  8. Chapter One
  9. Chapter Two
  10. Part Two
  11. Chapter Three
  12. Chapter Four
  13. Chapter Five
  14. Chapter Six
  15. Chapter Seven
  16. Chapter Eight
  17. Chapter Nine
  18. Chapter Ten
  19. Chapter Eleven
  20. Chapter Twelve
  21. Chapter Thirteen
  22. Chapter Fourteen
  23. Chapter Fifteen
  24. Chapter Sixteen
  25. Chapter Seventeen
  26. Chapter Eighteen
  27. Chapter Nineteen
  28. Chapter Twenty
  29. Chapter Twenty-one
  30. Chapter Twenty-two
  31. Chapter Twenty-three
  32. Chapter Twenty-four
  33. Chapter Twenty-five
  34. Part Three
  35. Chapter Twenty-six
  36. Chapter Twenty-seven
  37. Chapter Twenty-eight
  38. Chapter Twenty-nine
  39. Chapter Thirty
  40. Chapter Thirty-one
  41. Chapter Thirty-two
  42. Chapter Thirty-three

‘Let’s make ourselves a drink. I could murder some coffee.’ Louisa put the kettle on. ‘Well . . . so now you’ve met all the Grant family.’ She looked speculatively at Marnie as though she were trying to assess her in a new way. ‘You were amazing with Edward,’ she said. ‘How on earth did you know what he was trying to tell us? I had no idea what he was on about. I always find him rather difficult, though I’d hate Izzy to know.’

‘Isobel told me about the way he likes to talk in riddles – but me guessing what he meant was just luck.’ She gave a little shrug. ‘Could be because I’m so bad with people myself that I identify with anyone who finds it hard to communicate.’

‘Oh, come on . . . you’re not really bad with people,’ said Louisa, handing Marnie a mug of instant coffee. ‘You’ve got into a habit of thinking no one will like you and it’s rubbish. You should trust yourself more.’

‘Safer not to. Free but lonely, like Amy’s violinist, and I’ve gotten pretty used to it by now,’ said Marnie, following Louisa over to the big sofa and sitting down beside her. ‘You’re so darn friendly to everyone – seems to come so easy to you. You expect to get along with people – and you do. I’ve noticed how everybody looks pleased when you sit next to them. You make them laugh – you make them feel special.’

‘Oh well, thank you – but everyone likes you too and one person seems to like you very much,’ said Louisa. Marnie flushed painfully, stirring her coffee with great concentration and not looking at Louisa.

‘It won’t last,’ she muttered. ‘Nothing ever does with me. I’m a disaster area – sooner or later I do something stupid and bang goes another relationship.’

‘Oh, for heaven’s sake!’ Louisa almost wanted to shake Marnie. ‘I think Christopher likes you very much indeed. Wherever you are in the room he’s aware of you.’ She laughed at Marnie’s frozen expression. ‘Come on, Marnie, be honest . . . I think you like him too.’

Marnie started to twiddle a strand of her hair and then went on hesitantly, as if even putting such thoughts into words might be tempting fate, ‘I . . . yeah, well, I suppose I do like him, but whatever you say, I don’t dare count on it – and Christopher’s been through such an awful experience he was probably going to start falling for the first woman he met anyway.’