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Chapters (53)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Chapter Three
  6. Chapter Four
  7. Chapter Five
  8. Chapter Six
  9. Chapter Seven
  10. Chapter Eight
  11. Chapter Nine
  12. Chapter Ten
  13. Chapter Eleven
  14. Chapter Twelve
  15. Chapter Thirteen
  16. Chapter Fourteen
  17. Chapter Fifteen
  18. Chapter Sixteen
  19. Chapter Seventeen
  20. Chapter Eighteen
  21. Chapter Nineteen
  22. Chapter Twenty
  23. Chapter Twenty-One
  24. Chapter Twenty-Two
  25. Chapter Twenty-Three
  26. Chapter Twenty-Four
  27. Chapter Twenty-Five
  28. Chapter Twenty-Six
  29. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  30. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  31. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  32. Chapter Thirty
  33. Chapter Thirty-One
  34. Chapter Thirty-Two
  35. Chapter Thirty-Three
  36. Chapter Thirty-Four
  37. Chapter Thirty-Five
  38. Chapter Thirty-Six
  39. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  40. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  41. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  42. Chapter Forty
  43. Chapter Forty-One
  44. Chapter Forty-Two
  45. Chapter Forty-Three
  46. Chapter Forty-Four
  47. Chapter Forty-Five
  48. Chapter Forty-Six
  49. Chapter Forty-Seven
  50. Chapter Forty-Eight
  51. Chapter Forty-Nine
  52. Acknowledgements
  53. About the Author

“It sounds awful, I know,” Mum says, “but what else can they do? At least by keeping them at the museum they are all in one place. They can guard them.”

“The people are losing everything,” I try and explain. “The hall of remembrance is gone. The readers cannot work and so the dead cannot be mourned. And now the family skin books get taken away. How are people supposed to honour their loved ones now?”

“At least they have their loved ones to honour.” Her chin flies up and her eyes are bright with anger. “At least … at least people will eventually get their family’s books back once this has passed. Your father is gone for ever. I will never hold him again.”

“Oh, Mum.” I pull her into my arms and rub her back. I can’t stop worrying about what Seb said.

Mayor Longsight’s reticence to respond to the latest attack really troubles me. Not that I want more conflict – retaliation can only mean innocent people being hurt. What bothers me is how out of character it seems. Since he was sworn in as mayor he has been claiming to be a “back to the old ways” kind of leader; it all made so much sense: all our problems were because we were neglecting our roots, our religion and ritual. We had become lax and let our standards as the marked slip. Longsight promised us that purity would lead to stability, wealth and happiness.

A crackdown on soft attitudes towards the blanks was part of that. I thought war was on the horizon. His weak words today feel like when a teacher would tell me to ignore a bully – as though that might stop them trying to trip me up whenever I walked past. It’s one thing ignoring things that don’t exist, but to act as though the shocking attack on the hall of judgement was nothing … well, it’s dangerously unaware. The only thing that has changed is Longsight and this new teaching he’s supposed to have received. It’s as though all he cares about is proving his greatness, and yet… I can’t imagine his glib response has increased his popularity.

I pull back from Mum and look at her weary face.

“When’s the last time you left the house?”

She looks at me stonily. “The last time I went out, I saw the mayor killed. I had my purple shawl and I hoped no one would see me.”

“I saw you,” I say. I remember the purple scarf, but not her mark – she must have hidden it well. “You can’t give in – you deserve to live. You’re not in the jail so why are you imprisoning yourself?”

“I’m not brave like you, love,” she says quietly. “Why would I go out there, when I know everyone hates me?”

“Seb likes you.”

Mum manages a small smile.