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Chapters (53)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Chapter Three
  6. Chapter Four
  7. Chapter Five
  8. Chapter Six
  9. Chapter Seven
  10. Chapter Eight
  11. Chapter Nine
  12. Chapter Ten
  13. Chapter Eleven
  14. Chapter Twelve
  15. Chapter Thirteen
  16. Chapter Fourteen
  17. Chapter Fifteen
  18. Chapter Sixteen
  19. Chapter Seventeen
  20. Chapter Eighteen
  21. Chapter Nineteen
  22. Chapter Twenty
  23. Chapter Twenty-One
  24. Chapter Twenty-Two
  25. Chapter Twenty-Three
  26. Chapter Twenty-Four
  27. Chapter Twenty-Five
  28. Chapter Twenty-Six
  29. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  30. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  31. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  32. Chapter Thirty
  33. Chapter Thirty-One
  34. Chapter Thirty-Two
  35. Chapter Thirty-Three
  36. Chapter Thirty-Four
  37. Chapter Thirty-Five
  38. Chapter Thirty-Six
  39. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  40. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  41. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  42. Chapter Forty
  43. Chapter Forty-One
  44. Chapter Forty-Two
  45. Chapter Forty-Three
  46. Chapter Forty-Four
  47. Chapter Forty-Five
  48. Chapter Forty-Six
  49. Chapter Forty-Seven
  50. Chapter Forty-Eight
  51. Chapter Forty-Nine
  52. Acknowledgements
  53. About the Author

In spite of my protests, Mum allows Verity’s father, Simon, to come with us back to house. I lie on my bed while he cleans and stitches the slice across my torso. He’s a skin specialist and tells me the cut’s not deep. His words are meant to comfort, but I can still feel Longsight’s touch on me. While Simon works he describes his shock – he had no idea what the mayor had planned, he says. But he flushes with shame when I ask him about the mayor’s miraculous new ink. Is there anyone who wasn’t caught up in this?

When Simon is gone I put on all the clothes I can find. I can’t stop shivering and I cannot bear to have my skin on show. I feel dirty: from the prison, from the smoke smell in my hair, from the sweat and the blood and the hands – all the hands on me without permission – and finally, I sleep.

Whatever hope I had that the people would rise up and claim their own right to rule is quashed by morning. Mum wakes me with tea and the news that Jack Minnow has issued a statement. Those who heard his announcement at the town square first thing this morning were given letters – printed copies of his words to pass on to their neighbours. Mum lets me read.

My fellow citizens,

I have written these words a hundred times in my mind and it is something of a relief to finally be able to put my thoughts on paper. The last months have been the hardest and most upsetting in our history.

Since I was a young man I have followed and supported Dan Longsight. I looked up to him, and the day I was made his advisor was the proudest of my life. Not only was he, in my mind, a wonderful and inspiring leader, he was a man I considered a friend – even a brother.

The pain you feel today is an echo of the heartbreak I have experienced, having to witness the downfall of the man I most admired and, hardest of all, having to keep the truth from you, my own community.

Looking back, perhaps I should have seen it sooner, but what I now know to have been delusions of grandeur, I believed was simply the confidence of a great man. He would tell me he believed himself to be immortal and I believed in his purity of heart as surely as I saw the ink on his skin.