‘But not in the way you’d expect. They’re focused on the fact that you were the last one to see him alive.’

‘So?’

‘They found your prints on his face and neck, and one of your hairs on his MTP.’

Tom felt his chest tighten as Ashton’s words sank in. ‘Of course they did. I’m the one who found him.’

There was an uncomfortable pause.

‘What – so I’m a suspect?’

‘They want to know if you’d argued, had some kind of disagreement over something.’

‘Like he beat me at cards so I cut his throat. What planet are they on?’

Ashton held up a hand. ‘It doesn’t help that we shipped you home in double-quick time before they had a chance to talk to you.’

‘For fuck’s sake.’ Tom smashed a fist on the bonnet of the Range Rover.

‘Steady. Just suck it up. There’s also the fact that you pointed the finger at one of theirs. Right now, this is the last thing the Regiment needs.’

‘So the ANA are claiming I ran amok, killed one of our own for no reason, helped defend the base against an attack and then tried to have a go at Qazi – again for no reason.’

Ashton didn’t reply. His look said it all.

‘This is so fucked up.’

‘The MoD agree with you on that one for sure.’

‘I should fucking hope they do.’

‘Not in the way you think. This couldn’t have come at a worse time. The DSF is in the midst of trying to win the argument for us to be part of the lot that stays behind to help the Afghans try to keep a lid on things, stave off the cuts that are most likely coming our way. Trouble is, the Yanks have the same agenda. They see all this kicking off and are whispering in Kabul’s ear, saying they should give the job exclusively to them.’ Ashton shrugged.

‘You’re going to be RTU’d. You go back to the Rifles as a WO2.’

Tom felt as if the ground under his boots had just turned to mush. ‘You taking the piss?’

Ashton shook his head. ‘It’s just come down from Whitehall. If I had my way it’d all be different – but you know how it is. You have a month’s leave – it’ll give you time to get the idea bedded in.’

‘Or just bin it altogether.’ Tom thought he detected a flicker of satisfaction in Ashton’s face as if a dark part of him was enjoying this. He couldn’t help but admire the CO’s toughness, his focus, how he never flinched or cracked, and the care with which he tended the camaraderie that held them all together, but now they were alone, the void between them was all too plain.

Ashton eased himself off the Range Rover. ‘Give you a lift?’