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Chapters (73)
  1. Cover
  2. Note to the Reader
  3. Illumination of the Martyrdom of St. Bartholomew
  4. I. abu ghraib arias
  5. The Blues of Lane McCotter
  6. (echo /ex/): “In the name of God…”
  7. Searching the Koran (Standard Operating Procedure)
  8. (echo /ex/): “In the beginning…”
  9. The Blues of Javal Davis
  10. (echo /ex/): “next day…”
  11. Public Address/Ghost Soldiers
  12. (echo /ex/): “his name is G…”
  13. The Blues of Charles Graner
  14. (echo /ex/): “On the third day…”
  15. Handling the Koran (Standard Operating Procedure)
  16. (echo /ex/): “First the man…”
  17. Document Exploitation (Standard Operating Procedure)
  18. (echo /ex/): “Now these are the generations…”
  19. The Blues of Lynddie England
  20. (echo /ex/): “me…”
  21. The Blues of Ken Davis
  22. (echo /ex/): “Now I am what I saw…”
  23. MUSLIM BURIAL (Standard Operating Procedure)
  24. (echo /ex/): “And it came to pass…”
  25. The Blues of Joe Darby
  26. (echo /ex/)
  27. II. first recitative
  28. Woman Mourning Son
  29. Recipe from the Abbasid
  30. Home Sweet Home
  31. The Iraqi Curator’s PowerPoint
  32. Black Site (Exhibit Q)
  33. Asymmetries
  34. Salaam Epigrams
  35. War Stories
  36. III. hung lyres
  37. “The new theory: not to praise too much…”
  38. “When the bombs fell, she could barely raise…”
  39. “you mute you without openings…”
  40. “Is the ear…”
  41. “in the cell of else…”
  42. “this is the air we script to lips…”
  43. “I had no names to blazon their tender…”
  44. “She asks, is that man crying…”
  45. “What does it mean, I say.”
  46. IV. second recitative
  47. Breathing Together
  48. Testimony (after Daniel Heyman)
  49. When I Was a Child, I Lived as a Child, I Said to My Dad
  50. Black Site (Exhibit I)
  51. Love Potion #42
  52. Saddam’s Fingerprints
  53. Etruscan Cista Handle
  54. Black Site (Exhibit M)
  55. A Toast (for Nawal Nasrallah)
  56. Cell/(ph)one (A simultaneity in four voices)
  57. V. homefront/removes
  58. “I hear it, at times, even in the wind.”
  59. “was taken was rapidly…”
  60. “What consequence is a body.”
  61. “tried hanging myself…”
  62. “I was planning my lesson on imagery…”
  63. “taken to outside court…”
  64. “In the wake of.”
  65. “I suspended upside…”
  66. “You look at me / looking at you.”
  67. “so I could pass the time… ”
  68. “As if, somehow, I were responsible.”
  69. <hover to see video>
  70. “On the flight overseas…”
  71. “I did not know my…”
  72. Compline
  73. Notes

Sand Opera began out of the vertigo of feeling unheard as an Arab American, in the decade after the terrorist attacks of 2001. After 9/11, Americans turned an ear to the voices of Arabs and Muslims, though often it has been a fearful or selective listening. Even Errol Morris chose to interview only Americans for his Abu Ghraib film, “Standard Operating Procedure.” After 9/11, I’ve found myself split—between my American upbringing and my Arab roots, between raising young children and witnessing the War on Terror abroad. I continue to ask myself what it means to be a human being—and what it means to rear vulnerable creatures—in a world where humans seem hell-bent on violence, using “defense” and “security” as alibis for domination and revenge. I take solace in Herodotus’s notion of writing “to prevent these deeds from drifting into oblivion,” and find peace in the durability of art—that momentary stay against confusion.

“Illumination of the Martyrdom of St. Bartholomew” is inspired by a manuscript leaf torn from a Laudario, which appeared in a visiting exhibition at the Cleveland Museum of Art.

“abu ghraib arias” is a dialogue between Standard Operation Procedure for Camp Delta in Guantanamo Bay, the soldiers who served in Abu Ghraib, and the Abu Ghraib prisoners. I draw upon a number of sources: a Standard Operating Procedure manual for Camp Echo at the Guantanamo Bay prison camp (thanks to WikiLeaks); the testimony of Abu Ghraib torture victims found in Mark Danner’s Torture and Truth: America, Abu Graib, and the War on Terror; the words of U.S. soldiers and contractors as found in Philip Gourevitch and Errol Morris’s The Ballad of Abu Ghraib; the official reports on the Abu Ghraib prison scandal (the Taguba Report, the Schlesinger Report, etc.); interviews with Joe Darby and Eric Fair (two whistle-blowers); the Bible; and the Code of Hammurabi.

“Woman Mourning Son” is inspired by a 2007 photograph by Alaa Al-Marjani.

“Recipe from the Abbasid” is inspired by an Abbasid recipe from Nawal Nasrallah’s Delights from the Garden of Eden: A Cookbook and History of the Iraqi Cuisine.

“Home Sweet Home” relies upon a letter from a friend and an interview of a widow taken by Jim Sheeler and published in Final Salute: A Story of Unfinished Lives.

“The Iraqi Curator’s PowerPoint” is for Donny George Youkhanna, the curator of the National Museum of Iraq during the invasion of Iraq. He died in 2011.

“Asymmetries” is after Spencer Tunick, and dedicated to Amy Breau.

“Salaam Epigrams” is inspired by the calligraphy of Nihad Dukhan and dedicated to Leila. Thanks to Nihad Dukhan for his permission to reprint in miniature his “salaam.”

“War Stories” relies on a story shared by Rob Slattery, about a friend’s brother who kept a box of ears from his time in Vietnam during the war.