Chapters (35)
Decker opened the door for him, then went around and settled in the driver’s seat. He drove out of the grounds and onto the mountain road, the Rosh Yeshiva sitting impassively beside him. The silence was suffocating. The rabbi took out a silver case and pulled out two handmade cigarettes. He lit the first one, gave it to Decker, and lit the second one for himself. The man’s profile was as chiseled and intense as a Rodin sculpture.
They rode on, smoking wordlessly until the old man finally spoke:
“You slept at Rina Miriam’s house,” he said, quietly.
The old guy had eyes behind his head.
“She slept on the couch,” answered Decker.
The Rosh Yeshiva’s voice hardened. “Do you think for one moment I had assumed that you had slept with her?”
Decker said nothing.
“And because you didn’t, do you expect praise?”
The detective remained silent.
“If you were just a gentile converting to please the woman he loved, I would have never started with you, Peter. Never! But that’s not the case. You’re a biological Jew who has had his heritage ripped away from him by a quirk of fate. I checked into your adoption, Peter. Your birth mother had arranged for you to go to a Jewish family, but there was a bureaucratic snafu and you were placed in the wrong agency.”
“It was the right agency,” Decker said harshly. “I have terrific parents.”
“I’m sure you do,” Schulman answered. “And they did a wonderful job raising you. But that’s not the point.”
Decker waited for the old man to continue.
“Four months ago you came to me, saying you were interested in finding out about Judaism. Yes, Rina was the catalyst, but you told me it went deeper than that, and I believed you. Now I wonder about your sincerity, if maybe you weren’t snowing me just to get to Rina.”
“That’s not true.”
“Perhaps. But even if that were the case, I wouldn’t have acted any differently. I was anxious for you to discover your roots, even if it meant hardening my ears to gossip. After all, to the world, you have not officially converted and you are still a gentile. I say nothing as you openly court a religious woman on the yeshiva’s premises. But your actions of last night! You’ve gone too far!”
“Look, Rabbi. I’m sorry if I embarrassed you by sleeping over at Rina’s house. It won’t happen again. I told her that, too. Sometimes my work affects me and makes me do impulsive things.”
Schulman’s face remained stony.