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Chapters (62)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Notice
  3. Dedication
  4. Map
  5. Newspaper Extract
  6. Survive
  7. One Hundred Miles
  8. So Many and So Fast
  9. Start to Die
  10. Fish in a Barrel
  11. Because of the Blood
  12. Can’t be Real
  13. Waiting to Die
  14. Panic
  15. None of Them
  16. Trapped
  17. Video Game
  18. Like Her Life Depends on It
  19. Before He Sees Us
  20. It’s Your Lucky Day
  21. Just a Shell
  22. The World’s Best Reality Show
  23. How Long
  24. No Matter What Happens
  25. The One Who Decides
  26. What You Need to Do
  27. One Last Time
  28. The Biggest Secret Ever
  29. What They Want Me to Believe
  30. Who He Really Is
  31. People Like You
  32. I Believe She Is Saying
  33. Wake Up
  34. We Told You What Would Happen
  35. Slowly, Slowly
  36. Everything Is Under Control
  37. Come with Me
  38. The Last Thing They’d Expect
  39. They Can’t Shoot All of Us
  40. Go Down Swinging
  41. Not Running Away
  42. If You’re Going to Lie
  43. Every Rattle and Click
  44. Infinitesimal
  45. No Safe Place
  46. I Didn’t Know
  47. Straight to the Source
  48. Nothing but the Breathing
  49. Anything Other Than Killing
  50. You Honestly Believed
  51. Three Inches Away
  52. Not Anymore
  53. Refusing to Crack
  54. On the Trigger
  55. Over
  56. All Too Much
  57. Together, We Can Make a Difference
  58. A Note From the Author
  59. Other Mysteries by April Henry
  60. Honors for April Henry
  61. About the Author
  62. Newsletter Sign-up

“I don’t care who hears me.” Grace’s eyes glitter with unshed tears, but she doesn’t loosen her grip on Cole’s neck. “Cole, or whatever the hell his name is—he’s the one who shot my mom!”

Cole opens his mouth, but all he manages is a choking sound.

In Miranda’s memory, the whole ordeal rearranges itself, like those pictures made of thousands of tiny photos you have to step back to see. It’s possible. But it can’t be true—can it? Her rib cage is a fist around her heart.

Suddenly the light goes on. “That Nicholas they couldn’t find,” she says. “It’s him. They called him November because of the military alphabet, but it’s Nicholas. Nick-Cole-Us. Cole.”

Cole’s gray eyes are bugging out as his face turns a dusky shade of red. A vein stands out on his forehead. But he doesn’t struggle, doesn’t even pull on Grace’s hands, even though she seems intent on killing him. Instead he stares into her eyes.

Miranda can’t watch one more person die right in front of her. She leans close to whisper in Grace’s ear.

“Let go, Grace. Come on. Let go.” Miranda’s fingers pull at the other girl’s, but they stay as taut as wires. “This won’t solve anything. It won’t bring your mom back.”

Grace finally releases Cole’s neck.

And then she reaches for the rifle.

Oh, hell no. Miranda grabs it up first. After a moment, she jams the muzzle against Cole’s chest. She might not want to see him die, but right now, she doesn’t mind leaving him with a few bruises. She keeps her finger off the trigger.

Unlike the scenario he made them rehearse, Cole doesn’t pretend to be surrendering while really keeping his hands ready to grab the rifle. He doesn’t move his hands at all, not even to swipe at the blood trickling down his neck from the red half-moons Grace’s nails cut on his throat.

Finally he speaks. Or tries to. “I … don’t … You see, I…” he stammers.

“Oh, I see all right,” Miranda says. “The reason you knew about this rifle is that it’s your rifle. And you knew exactly where it was because you’re the one who left it there.”

Grace sneers. “What happened? Did you shoot my mom and then chicken out? Drop the gun, take off the vest and mask? And then you tried to pretend you were one of us. You tried to pretend that you were human.” Her voice breaks on the last word.

Cole doesn’t answer. But his pale eyes are full of what Miranda would swear was sorrow.

Javier curses. “Who are you, dude? Are you really one of them?”