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Chapters (62)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Notice
  3. Dedication
  4. Map
  5. Newspaper Extract
  6. Survive
  7. One Hundred Miles
  8. So Many and So Fast
  9. Start to Die
  10. Fish in a Barrel
  11. Because of the Blood
  12. Can’t be Real
  13. Waiting to Die
  14. Panic
  15. None of Them
  16. Trapped
  17. Video Game
  18. Like Her Life Depends on It
  19. Before He Sees Us
  20. It’s Your Lucky Day
  21. Just a Shell
  22. The World’s Best Reality Show
  23. How Long
  24. No Matter What Happens
  25. The One Who Decides
  26. What You Need to Do
  27. One Last Time
  28. The Biggest Secret Ever
  29. What They Want Me to Believe
  30. Who He Really Is
  31. People Like You
  32. I Believe She Is Saying
  33. Wake Up
  34. We Told You What Would Happen
  35. Slowly, Slowly
  36. Everything Is Under Control
  37. Come with Me
  38. The Last Thing They’d Expect
  39. They Can’t Shoot All of Us
  40. Go Down Swinging
  41. Not Running Away
  42. If You’re Going to Lie
  43. Every Rattle and Click
  44. Infinitesimal
  45. No Safe Place
  46. I Didn’t Know
  47. Straight to the Source
  48. Nothing but the Breathing
  49. Anything Other Than Killing
  50. You Honestly Believed
  51. Three Inches Away
  52. Not Anymore
  53. Refusing to Crack
  54. On the Trigger
  55. Over
  56. All Too Much
  57. Together, We Can Make a Difference
  58. A Note From the Author
  59. Other Mysteries by April Henry
  60. Honors for April Henry
  61. About the Author
  62. Newsletter Sign-up

The busboy sits on the floor, his back against the counter. His eyes are closed, his face taut with pain. He’s pressing his palms on the front and back of his thigh, over the places where the bullet came and went. Miranda squints to read the name tag on his green apron. JAVIER.

Javier opens his dark eyes and looks at her. Despite his efforts, blood is already puddling on the white linoleum.

“We should try to stop that bleeding,” Miranda says to no one and everyone. Grabbing two acid-yellow sweatshirts from a stack, she scuttles forward on hands and knees.

Javier shifts his hands so she can sandwich his leg between the two sweatshirts. Then she ties the arms of the bottom sweatshirt over the top one.

“Thank you.” His bloody fingers squeeze her palm. His eyes are so dark, they don’t seem to have pupils.

Amina is staring at Miranda. Her eyes narrow. “Wait—it’s you!” Her tone is almost indignant. A month ago, Amina caught her walking out of the store with a foil-lined Culpeppers shopping bag filled with stolen cashmere sweaters. As a result, Miranda has been banned from the store.

People are out there dying, and this girl is still thinking about the rules. Miranda starts to laugh. She can’t help it. The sound flirts with hysteria. It’s too loud. What if someone out there, one of the men with guns, hears her over the fire alarm?

Putting her hand over her mouth, she tries to stifle herself. She can taste Javier’s blood, metallic and salty. She wants to throw up. She wants to scream, she wants to cry. She wants to be anyplace but here.

When Miranda finally speaks, she manages to keep her voice to a half whisper. “What are you going to do, make me go back out there again?”

“No,” Amina says. “Of course not.” She looks away, her mouth twisting.

Miranda looks away too. The rich girl is lost in her own world. She locks her fingers in her hair as she mutters, “Oh my God, Mom, please, no, no, no. Don’t be dead, Mom. You can’t be dead!”

The guy who urged Miranda to roll under the shutter steps closer. “Wait—was that your mom who got shot first?”

The wailing pauses, and the girl’s eyes flash to him. Her expression is a wordless answer.

“I am so sorry,” the guy says, wincing in sympathy. His eyes are light gray. “That’s awful.”

The girl chokes out, “But what if she’s not dead? What if she’s just hurt? I should go back out there.”

“Look—” Javier begins, then interrupts himself. “What’s your name?”

“Grace.” Her eyes dart back and forth between him and the security shutter.

“Trust me, Grace. She’s dead.” His voice is as flat as his words, with only a trace of an accent. “Your mama is dead.”

“How can you know that?”