Back Run, Hide, Fight Back
Chapters (62)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Notice
  3. Dedication
  4. Map
  5. Newspaper Extract
  6. Survive
  7. One Hundred Miles
  8. So Many and So Fast
  9. Start to Die
  10. Fish in a Barrel
  11. Because of the Blood
  12. Can’t be Real
  13. Waiting to Die
  14. Panic
  15. None of Them
  16. Trapped
  17. Video Game
  18. Like Her Life Depends on It
  19. Before He Sees Us
  20. It’s Your Lucky Day
  21. Just a Shell
  22. The World’s Best Reality Show
  23. How Long
  24. No Matter What Happens
  25. The One Who Decides
  26. What You Need to Do
  27. One Last Time
  28. The Biggest Secret Ever
  29. What They Want Me to Believe
  30. Who He Really Is
  31. People Like You
  32. I Believe She Is Saying
  33. Wake Up
  34. We Told You What Would Happen
  35. Slowly, Slowly
  36. Everything Is Under Control
  37. Come with Me
  38. The Last Thing They’d Expect
  39. They Can’t Shoot All of Us
  40. Go Down Swinging
  41. Not Running Away
  42. If You’re Going to Lie
  43. Every Rattle and Click
  44. Infinitesimal
  45. No Safe Place
  46. I Didn’t Know
  47. Straight to the Source
  48. Nothing but the Breathing
  49. Anything Other Than Killing
  50. You Honestly Believed
  51. Three Inches Away
  52. Not Anymore
  53. Refusing to Crack
  54. On the Trigger
  55. Over
  56. All Too Much
  57. Together, We Can Make a Difference
  58. A Note From the Author
  59. Other Mysteries by April Henry
  60. Honors for April Henry
  61. About the Author
  62. Newsletter Sign-up

“They forget that the guys who did this were born here.” Javier’s mouth twists.

Miranda finds herself saying what she’s been thinking for a few months. “Sometimes I think that they weren’t really completely wrong about everything.” She waves her hand at the throngs of shoppers. “It can’t all be about buying stuff. Our priorities are sort of wrong.”

“Their priorities weren’t any better. Conspiracy theories.” Grace shifts uncomfortably, as if remembering how she agreed with Cole about some things. “Killing people to make their point. Or that McKinley guy, pretending that he had a cause, when really all he wanted was millions in gold.”

Karl McKinley, the one the others called Kilo, is still at large. Miranda figures with that much gold you could buy the best fake ID in the world. Buy yourself plastic surgery to make your face match your new papers.

“What do you think our priorities should be, then?” Javier asks.

“Maybe this sounds corny,” Miranda says slowly, “but I think it all comes down to love. Loving people. Doing what you love.” Miranda started a Narcotics Anonymous group at school and is thinking about being a counselor when she’s older. Maybe she can help people figure out how to fill the hole inside them without stuffing it with pills or food or alcohol.

A woman in a pink turtleneck stands up from a table of other middle-aged women and ventures over to their table. “You’re those kids, aren’t you? The ones who took this place back from the killers.” Her gaze is avid. Miranda feels her stomach curdle.

With each passing day, the public story gets simpler. Cole was never their friend. And the other hostages, even the one Parker nicknamed Heels, never fought back. Leaving only a band of plucky teens to save the day.

It’s Miranda who finally nods. She’s relieved when the other woman just says solemnly, “Thank you,” before leaving. Then she tries to ignore how the other four women at the table openly stare, nudge each other, whisper, and snap pictures with their phones.

“So what about you, Miranda?” Grace asks. “How are you doing?”

She thinks a bit before answering. She sees her dad more often than she did before. Her mom has a tendency to hug her too tight and to want to talk about things, which Miranda has sort of grown to like. Her grades have gotten better. And she hasn’t seen or talked to Matthew since the night it all happened.

“Still off Oxy, if you’re wondering about that. It hasn’t been easy.” She had admitted her addiction to them when she was in the hospital, when she refused to let the doctors give her anything, not even Advil. “But I went through the worst of the withdrawal here in the mall, when we were together.”