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Chapters (74)
  1. Title Page
  2. 1 - Portland, Oregon
  3. 2 - Vancouver, Canada
  4. 3 - Philadelphia, Pennsylvania
  5. 4 - Seattle, Washington
  6. 5 - Portland, Oregon
  7. 6 - Vancouver, Canada
  8. 7 - Portland, Oregon
  9. 8 - Vancouver, Canada
  10. 9 - Philadelphia, Pennsylvania
  11. 10 - Vancouver, Canada
  12. 11 - Vancouver, Canada
  13. 12 - Portland, Oregon
  14. 13 - Seattle, Washington
  15. 14 - Philadelphia, Pennsylvania
  16. 15 - Portland, Oregon
  17. 16 - Seattle, Washington
  18. 17 - Seattle, Washington
  19. 18 - Vancouver, Canada
  20. 19 - Seattle, Washington
  21. 20 - Philadelphia, Pennsylvania
  22. 21 - Portland, Oregon
  23. 22 - Philadelphia, Pennsylvania
  24. 23 - Vancouver, Canada
  25. 24 - Philadelphia, Pennsylvania
  26. 25 - Seattle, Washington
  27. 26 - Vancouver, Canada
  28. 27 - Portland, Oregon
  29. 28 - Honey Brook, Pennsylvania
  30. 29 - Seattle, Washington
  31. 30 - Vancouver, Canada
  32. 31 - Struble Lake, Pennsylvania
  33. 32 - Seattle, Washington
  34. 33 - Portland, Oregon
  35. 34 - Philadelphia, Pennsylvania
  36. 35 - Seattle, Washington
  37. 36 - Philadelphia, Pennsylvania
  38. 37 - Seattle, Washington
  39. 38 - Portland, Oregon
  40. 39 - Miami, Florida
  41. 40 - Seattle, Washington
  42. 41 - Seattle, Washington
  43. 42 - Philadelphia, Pennsylvania
  44. 43 - Seattle, Washington
  45. 44 - Mt. Airy, Philadelphia, Pennsylvania
  46. 45 - Seattle, Washington
  47. 46 - Philadelphia, Pennsylvania
  48. 47 - Seattle, Washington
  49. 48 - Mt. Airy, Philadelphia, Pennsylvania
  50. 49 - Mt. Airy, Philadelphia, Pennsylvania
  51. 50 - Seattle, Washington
  52. 51 - Mt. Airy, Philadelphia, Pennsylvania
  53. 52 - Philadelphia, Pennsylvania
  54. 53 - Philadelphia, Pennsylvania
  55. 54 - Philadelphia, Pennsylvania
  56. 55 - Philadelphia, Pennsylvania
  57. 56 - Brandywine Valley, Pennsylvania
  58. 57 - Philadelphia, Pennsylvania
  59. 58 - Philadelphia, Pennsylvania
  60. 59 - Philadelphia, Pennsylvania
  61. 60 - Philadelphia, Pennsylvania
  62. 61 - Philadelphia, Pennsylvania
  63. 62 - Philadelphia, Pennsylvania
  64. 63 - Philadelphia, Pennsylvania
  65. 64 - Philadelphia, Pennsylvania
  66. 65 - Philadelphia, Pennsylvania
  67. 66 - Philadelphia, Pennsylvania
  68. 67 - West Chester, Pennsylvania
  69. 68 - Glen Mills, Pennsylvania
  70. 69 - Philadelphia, Pennsylvania
  71. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  72. BY DANIEL KALLA FROM TOM DOHERTY ASSOCIATES
  73. ACCLAIM FOR DANIEL KALLA’S NOVELS
  74. Copyright Page

At nine A.M., three hours past the scheduled end of my shift, I still sat charting in Trauma Room Two. Though she awaited an ICU bed, Lara Maxwell was out of the woods. Her lungs had dried out, and the heart damage appeared to have reversed after the amphetamines and cocaine (their presence confirmed on the lab tests) had cleared from her system.

The nurse had stepped out to restock the carts, leaving me alone in the room with Lara. She lay peacefully on her back. Wires, IV lines, and tubes ran to and from her, but medical gadgetry aside, she now looked like a typical fourteen-year-old. Tall and gangly with budding breasts and a few scattered pimples, she teetered at that awkward stage between childhood and adulthood. But her high cheekbones and full lips guaranteed she was going to mature into a beauty, providing she survived adolescence.

Documenting Lara’s rocky drug-induced ride along the brink of death, the frustration welled. Sleep deprived and adrenaline tanks empty, my temper control (shaky at the best of times) failed me. “Fourteen years old!” I snapped at the still-comatose teen. “What the hell were you doing at a rave, Lara?”

I dropped my pen and walked to her bedside. I glanced from the microwave-sized ventilator (that pumped oxygen in and out of her lungs) back to Lara. Staring at her naïve face, I suppressed the urge to shake her. “This the high you were looking for?” My voice rose. “God damn it, Lara, what were you doing there?!?”

I turned at the sound of the glass door sliding behind me. Anne stood at the doorway. She eyed me with an expression that questioned my sanity. Her left arm supported a waiflike girl, whose hair was dyed inhumanly red and whose legs swayed precariously.

“Lara?” the girl choked out before her voice dissolved into sobs. She scrambled to the opposite side of the bed, nearly yanking out two IVs and toppling the ventilator in the process. She grabbed Lara’s flaccid hand and squeezed it with both of hers.

“Dr. Dafoe, this is Isabelle,” Anne said. “Lara’s older sister.”

Isabelle gaped at me. With tears and mascara streaming down her cheeks, she could have passed for an underaged drag queen. “Doctor …,” her voice wavered. “Will my sister be all right?”

I ignored her question. “You’re the one who took Lara to that club?”

“It wasn’t like that,” she sobbed. “Lara wanted to come. I had no idea that—”

“How old are you?”

“Eighteen, but—”

“Not even legal yourself! What possessed you to take your little sister there?”

Isabelle held up her hands, helplessly. “She kept pushing. She was desperate to get to a rave. If I went with her, I thought it would be safer …” She dissolved into tears again.

“Safer? Safer?!? She’s your own flesh and blood. She just about died because of you. Your own sister!”