Back Reluctantly Yours Save as PDF
Chapters (71)
  1. Epigraph
  2. 1. Barrett
  3. Barrett
  4. 2. Chloe
  5. Chloe
  6. 3. Barrett
  7. Barrett
  8. 4. Chloe
  9. Chloe
  10. 5. Chloe
  11. Chloe
  12. 6. Barrett
  13. Barrett
  14. 7. Chloe
  15. Chloe
  16. 8. Chloe
  17. Chloe
  18. 9. Barrett
  19. Barrett
  20. 10. Chloe
  21. Chloe
  22. 11. Barrett
  23. Barrett
  24. 12. Chloe
  25. Chloe
  26. 13. Barrett
  27. Barrett
  28. 14. Chloe
  29. Chloe
  30. 15. Barrett
  31. Barrett
  32. 16. Chloe
  33. Chloe
  34. 17. Barrett
  35. Barrett
  36. 18. Chloe
  37. Chloe
  38. 19. Barrett
  39. Barrett
  40. 20. Chloe
  41. Chloe
  42. 21. Barrett
  43. Barrett
  44. 22. Chloe
  45. Chloe
  46. 23. Barrett
  47. Barrett
  48. 24. Chloe
  49. Chloe
  50. 25. Barrett
  51. Barrett
  52. 26. Chloe
  53. Chloe
  54. 27. Barrett
  55. Barrett
  56. 28. Chloe
  57. Chloe
  58. 29. Barrett
  59. Barrett
  60. 30. Chloe
  61. Chloe
  62. 31. Barrett
  63. Barrett
  64. 32. Chloe
  65. Chloe
  66. Epilogue
  67. FOUR MONTHS LATER
  68. Sneak Peek
  69. Thank You
  70. Also by Erin Hawkins
  71. About the Author

“Hey.” Barrett shifts under me to look around.

“Hi. We both fell asleep.”

He laughs, rubbing his face.

Michelé says something in French that Barrett must understand. He shakes his hand, then tips his head at me.

“Bonjour,” I say, excited to use one of the few French words I know.

We walk over the bridge to get to the other side of the river.

“Are you hungry?”

“I don’t think I’ll ever be hungry again.” I press a hand to my stomach where eating for a day in Paris has made the waistband of my shorts tighter. “But walking feels good.”

He nods, and we walk in a contented silence. Our path uncertain, but directed by the warm glow of the city’s greatest landmark.

My feet are exhausted from exploring the city today, but as the sky has darkened, there’s a new feel in the air. Nighttime in Paris is a whole other experience, and I don’t want to miss a minute of it. The people gathered on patios, eating and drinking, the fluidity of their spoken words while foreign is hypnotizing. And there’s music. A woman’s soft, yet captivating voice reaches us from afar.

As we walk through the Jardin du Champs de Mars, the source of the music becomes apparent. On one side of the green space, a small band is performing. It’s an informal concert, with many couples and groups stretched out on blankets enjoying the performance.

“What about dancing?” Barrett asks.

“I thought you weren’t a fan of dancing.”

Wordlessly, he wraps his left arm around my back, then takes my hand in the other. I put my free hand on his shoulder. He pulls me close and leans down, his lips brushing against my jaw before he whispers, “There are many things I wasn’t a fan of before.”

He doesn’t elaborate on what those things are or what he means by ‘before.’ He doesn’t have to. I know the feeling.

There, in the city of lights, wrapped in Barrett’s arms, I realize this fake relationship is quickly starting to feel very real.

27. Barrett

CHAPTER 27

Barrett

Watching Chloe take in Paris is doing funny things to me.

I’ve been here countless times, but I’ve never experienced the city before like I am with Chloe. She wants to see everything, try everything. Her constant wide-eyed stare as she takes it all in is intoxicating.

Not to mention the way she looks right now, her hair wild from sleep, spilling over her shoulders as she rides me.

Last night, we’d fallen into bed, our bodies exhausted from jet lag and a day of sightseeing. We found our pleasure quickly before drifting off to sleep, our limbs tangled in the sheets.