Back Reluctantly Yours
Chapters (71)
  1. Epigraph
  2. 1. Barrett
  3. Barrett
  4. 2. Chloe
  5. Chloe
  6. 3. Barrett
  7. Barrett
  8. 4. Chloe
  9. Chloe
  10. 5. Chloe
  11. Chloe
  12. 6. Barrett
  13. Barrett
  14. 7. Chloe
  15. Chloe
  16. 8. Chloe
  17. Chloe
  18. 9. Barrett
  19. Barrett
  20. 10. Chloe
  21. Chloe
  22. 11. Barrett
  23. Barrett
  24. 12. Chloe
  25. Chloe
  26. 13. Barrett
  27. Barrett
  28. 14. Chloe
  29. Chloe
  30. 15. Barrett
  31. Barrett
  32. 16. Chloe
  33. Chloe
  34. 17. Barrett
  35. Barrett
  36. 18. Chloe
  37. Chloe
  38. 19. Barrett
  39. Barrett
  40. 20. Chloe
  41. Chloe
  42. 21. Barrett
  43. Barrett
  44. 22. Chloe
  45. Chloe
  46. 23. Barrett
  47. Barrett
  48. 24. Chloe
  49. Chloe
  50. 25. Barrett
  51. Barrett
  52. 26. Chloe
  53. Chloe
  54. 27. Barrett
  55. Barrett
  56. 28. Chloe
  57. Chloe
  58. 29. Barrett
  59. Barrett
  60. 30. Chloe
  61. Chloe
  62. 31. Barrett
  63. Barrett
  64. 32. Chloe
  65. Chloe
  66. Epilogue
  67. FOUR MONTHS LATER
  68. Sneak Peek
  69. Thank You
  70. Also by Erin Hawkins
  71. About the Author

“Yeah. Okay. But put this on.” I hand her the robe hanging on the bathroom door. She pulls it on and ties it around her waist. With her gloriously naked body no longer on display, I can focus.

She pulls back the covers and slides in, patting the space beside her, but a picture frame on the bedside table draws my attention.

It’s a family picture. I immediately pick out Chloe. She’s the oldest child, yet her petite frame places her toward the front of the picture.

“You’ve told me how loud and busy your childhood was. What’s it like having that many siblings?” I ask, holding the picture up so she can see. “Are you close with everyone?”

Chloe leans back into her pillow. “Chaotic.” She laughs. “But seriously, you’re never lonely. There was always someone to play with growing up. As a teenager that became annoying because there was always someone around. It was hard to get alone time. I shared a bedroom with my sister, Lila. The boys shared and then Penelope, the baby, got her own room.”

I’m realizing that while I view Chloe’s tiny apartment as inadequate, she sees it as a milestone. Her own space. I feel like a jerk for being critical of it, but in my defense, there were repairs that needed to happen.

“Lila and I are three years apart, which at times felt much further, but we’ve been close since high school. Levi and Hudson are five years younger and Penelope is seven years younger. She just graduated from high school.

“The downside was we didn’t travel much or take vacations. That’s what books were for. Escapism in its cheapest form.” She slides her hand under her head. “I’m sure you traveled a lot as a kid.”

“My dad worked all the time, but my mother took me places. Paris, London, Venice. There’s a photo of me in my mother’s office when I was three or four eating gelato outside the Colosseum.”

“You do like ice cream! I knew it!”

“I was four and it was gelato.”

She smiles. “That’s definitely on my bucket list.”

“Gelato?”

“No. Traveling out of the country. A stamp in my passport. I have one. I got it when I turned eighteen thinking I was an adult and I was going to see the world. I haven’t made it that far.”

“You moved to New York. That’s impressive.”

“Yeah. I guess it is. I love being here. I can’t imagine living anywhere else.”

We’re quiet for a moment, my hand slowly tracing up and down her back. It’s impossible to be near her and not touch her.

“What was your dad like?” she asks.

“He was older when he and my mother married and then she had me later in life. If he were alive, he’d be eighty-six.”