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Chapters (71)
  1. Epigraph
  2. 1. Barrett
  3. Barrett
  4. 2. Chloe
  5. Chloe
  6. 3. Barrett
  7. Barrett
  8. 4. Chloe
  9. Chloe
  10. 5. Chloe
  11. Chloe
  12. 6. Barrett
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  14. 7. Chloe
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  16. 8. Chloe
  17. Chloe
  18. 9. Barrett
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  20. 10. Chloe
  21. Chloe
  22. 11. Barrett
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  24. 12. Chloe
  25. Chloe
  26. 13. Barrett
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  28. 14. Chloe
  29. Chloe
  30. 15. Barrett
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  32. 16. Chloe
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  34. 17. Barrett
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  36. 18. Chloe
  37. Chloe
  38. 19. Barrett
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  40. 20. Chloe
  41. Chloe
  42. 21. Barrett
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  44. 22. Chloe
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  46. 23. Barrett
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  48. 24. Chloe
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  50. 25. Barrett
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  52. 26. Chloe
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  54. 27. Barrett
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  56. 28. Chloe
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  58. 29. Barrett
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  60. 30. Chloe
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  62. 31. Barrett
  63. Barrett
  64. 32. Chloe
  65. Chloe
  66. Epilogue
  67. FOUR MONTHS LATER
  68. Sneak Peek
  69. Thank You
  70. Also by Erin Hawkins
  71. About the Author

I can feel the heat of embarrassment crawling up my spine, but then I remember that Barrett stood full stop in the bathroom watching me get myself off in the bathtub and I didn’t give him shit about it.

“That sounds creepy. I didn’t have binoculars or anything. Not that I would have needed them to see that monster—” I stop myself short, but that doesn’t prevent my eyes from dropping to Barrett’s crotch. I finally manage to close my eyes and look away because they’re traitorous and I can no longer trust them to behave. “It seems we’re even now, wouldn’t you say?”

“For me watching you in the bathtub.”

I nod.

“Apparently we’re just two creeps who don’t knock.”

“Chloe.” Barrett’s voice draws my attention back to him. I’ve never heard him say my name that way before. There’s no anger or annoyance, it’s more resolve and curiosity with a dash of reverence. I like it and now I can’t look anywhere but at him.

“My turn,” I say.

“I thought we were done playing.”

“It’s my game. I make the rules.” I have to get this game back on track. It’s dangerously close to Make Chloe Squirm. Somehow everything Barrett does leads back to that.

I don’t even have to think about what I want to ask him. It’s been on the tip of my tongue all day and since he brought it up, I have to ask.

“When you were in the shower this morning, you know,” I clear my throat, “what were you thinking about?”

Barrett doesn’t hesitate either.

“You.”

He says it matter of fact, taking a drink of his wine like he didn’t just throw a stick of dynamite in my underwear.

“That’s interesting. I have so many questions.”

Barrett grins. “Back to my question.”

“Did you have a question? I don’t recall.”

He lowers his face closer to mine, puffs of air from his words caress the shell of my ear.

“Did you enjoy the show?”

The air rushes out of me with a heavy sigh.

“Did you like what you saw? Me fucking my hand while I imagined it was your pretty mouth? Filling your sweet cunt with my cock?”

My legs tremble with his words.

“Barrett.” I can’t help that it comes out almost like a moan.

The sky is dark now. The strings of white lights hung across the seating area and yard provide a warm glow. Soft jazz music plays from the outdoor speakers, interrupted only by the laughter from two couples playing bean bags yards away, when a wild throw lands in the bocce ball area. Meanwhile Barrett’s filthy mouth has soaked my panties.