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Contents ( 43)
  1. Rain Born
  2. Rain Born
  3. About the Author
  4. Dedication
  5. Copyright Information ©
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. Chapter 8
  14. Chapter 9
  15. Chapter 10
  16. Chapter 11
  17. Chapter 12
  18. Chapter 13
  19. Chapter 14
  20. Chapter 15
  21. Chapter 16
  22. Chapter 17
  23. Chapter 18
  24. Chapter 19
  25. Chapter 20
  26. Chapter 21
  27. Chapter 22
  28. Chapter 23
  29. Chapter 24
  30. Chapter 25
  31. Chapter 26
  32. Chapter 27
  33. Chapter 28
  34. Chapter 29
  35. Chapter 30
  36. Chapter 31
  37. Chapter 32
  38. Chapter 33
  39. Chapter 34
  40. Chapter 35
  41. Chapter 36
  42. Chapter 37
  43. Chapter 38

Tirad can smell fire and smoke. He is afraid to turn his head and lose control of the boat. But he wants to see where the smell comes from. He used to love the smell of logs burning, for him it associated with the Spawn-Scorching ceremony, a ritual of light and warmth and rebirth after becoming unburdened from all his faults. The Spawn-Scorching fire would gather everyone around, get rid of all the impurities and wrong doings, turning them to ashes and smoke. But now, this smell reminds him of death, pain and agony, the stench of the soft skin of the children burning as they cry for help and the choking of women who are unable to save themselves and their children from the painful death. It is no more the reminder of gatherings, but a sign of division and divorcement. Fire means losing Lealy, blisters on her soft arms, the blushing and peeling of her neck and breasts’ skin and filling her lungs with smoke. Fire means death on a large scale. Losing vast to the scale of the world, screaming as high as the roaring thunders and a profound pain as the deepest waters. And he knows that he will hate such smell forever. Still, he turns his head to see what is going on. Dalia has lit a small fire in a tin buckle and is sitting next to Narivan with a torch in her hand. She doesn’t seem to have the courage to do what she has to. Narivan must have told her to take care of the wound this way. Tirad wants to watch but he can’t take his eyes from the sea, afraid of losing the boat’s balance. Yet he doesn’t want to miss what’s going on the deck. He has one eye to the front and one eye to the deck. Dalia takes the torch to Narivan’s thigh and burns the deep wound. Narivan screams with fear. Tirad jumps from his loud cry, loses the wheel for an instance. But he has to calm himself down take control of his nerves and the steering wheel.

Dalia comes to him. She says they have to turn of the engine and fish. She searches for a net but she can’t find any around. She takes a knife and jumps into the water. Tirad goes to Narivan. He has passed out, probably from the pain of burning his wound; he has lost a lot of blood. He sits by his side next to the small fire of the tin buckle, listening to the sound of the chunks burning and waiting for Dalia to come back. Dalia climbs the boat with the knife between her lips, holding two small bloodstained fish in her hand. She sits next to him and peels off the fish. She takes the fat under the fish skin with the tip of her nail-less fingers and puts them on Narivan’s burn mark. His wound is not bleeding anymore but the skin around it seems soar. This was the first time Dalia had done such a thing and she has burned too much of the skin around the wound. Dalia covers the wound with a cloth. She looks like Lealy as she attends to the wound but her body posture is different. Her muscular arms are thin and her breasts hardly hang from her body as she bends over Narivan. She doesn’t have Lealy’s white desirable line between her breasts that would take away Tirad whenever she bent over, taking away his breath and raising his heartbeat. Dalia makes a shelter over Narivan’s face and leaves the fish flesh to be roasted for lunch.