Chapters (51)
That tripped the pitter-patter. My heart fell on its stupid face, and a part of me was happy. Because it should know better.
Why was I thinking of my heart as something outside me that I had no control over?
I needed help.
I also needed to get up. “I’m thirsty,” I announced, because why not?
Pulling back, I rolled onto my side just as Zayne lifted his arm and started to sit up. He shifted, and the sudden change of weight on the cushion sent me tumbling into him. Zayne froze as our bodies lined up in all the very interesting parts that emphasized the vast difference between the soft and hard areas.
My entire face flushed as I attempted to roll away from him. My hip brushed a very sensitive area. “I’ll just—” I jerked and, somehow, that just made it worse, because Zayne groaned “—get up and—”
“Can you just stop moving for a second?” Zayne’s hand landed on my hip, his voice raspy. “Just be still. Okay?”
I squeezed my eyes shut, cursing under my breath, and did as he suggested. I took a breath and then rocketed to my feet without rubbing myself all over him like an alley cat on ecstasy. Face burning, I stepped away from the couch.
“Sorry about that,” Zayne muttered. “Especially if it made you uncomfortable.”
“No, it’s okay.” Uncomfortable was not a word I’d use. At least not in the way he was insinuating. I glanced over my shoulder at him. He was sitting up, and I kept my gaze north of his shoulders. “I mean, it’s no big deal. I know how guys get in the morning.”
Zayne looked at me, brows raised as his lips twitched. “You do?”
“Of course.” I forced a laugh. “You don’t need to be a part of the dick brigade to know that.”
“Dick brigade?” He bit down on his lower lip. “All right then.”
Feeling like I could’ve kept that to myself, I smiled tightly and crossed my arms. “I’ll get changed and we can get started on training.” I was proud of how steady and unaffected my voice sounded. “Unless you want to eat something first?”
Zayne picked up his phone, swearing under his breath. “I have to hop in the shower and get out of here in, like, thirty minutes or I’m going to be late.”
“Late...?” I trailed off.
“I told you yesterday I have some things to take care of today.” He rose and started around the couch, his movements somewhat stiff. “Remember?”
Now that he mentioned it, I did. “I forgot. What do you have to do?”
“Just a few things.” He headed for the bedroom, keeping his back to me. “It’ll probably take a couple of hours, but I should be back in time for us to work in some training.”