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  1. CONTENTS
  2. I. POP/MOM/MOON
  3. Stavros Chas 1204EisenhwerAv
  4. II. JILL
  5. III. SKEETER
  6. BEATITUDES OF SKEETER
  7. IV. MIM
  8. ARSON SUSPECTED IN PENN VILLAS BLAZE
  9. Books by John Updike

“Well I was nursemaid to this machine but now they’ve retired the machine. I was nursemaid to Janice but she upped and left.”

“We’ll get her back.”

“Don’t bother. Then I was nursemaid to Nelson and he hates me because I let Jill die.”

“She let herself die. Speaking of that, that’s what I do like about these kids: they’re trying to kill it. Even if they kill themselves in the process.”

“Kill what?”

“The softness. Sex, love; me, mine. They’re doing it in. I have no playmates under thirty, believe it. They’re burning it out with dope. They’re going to make themselves hard clean through. Like, oh, cockroaches. That’s the way to live in the desert. Be a cockroach. It’s too late for you, and a little late for me, but once these kids get it together, there’ll be no killing them. They’ll live on poison.”

Mim stands; he follows. For all that she was a tall girl and is enlarged by womanhood and makeup, her forehead comes to his chin. He kisses her forehead. She tilts her face up, slime-blue eyelids shut, to be kissed again. Pop’s loose mouth under Mom’s chiselled nose. He tells her, “You’re a cheerful broad,” and pecks her dry cheek. Perfumed stationery. A smile in her cheek pushes his lips. She is himself, with the combination jiggled.

She gives him a sideways hug, patting the fat around his waist. “I swing,” Mim confesses. “I’m no showboat like Rabbit Angstrom, but in my quiet way I swing.” She tightens the hug, and linked like that they walk to the foot of the stairs, to go up and console their parents.

Next day, Thursday, when Pop and Harry come home, Mim has Mom and Nelson downstairs at the kitchen table, having tea and laughing. “Dad,” Nelson says, the first time since Sunday morning he has spoken to his father without first being spoken to, “did you know Aunt Mim worked at Disneyland once? Do Abraham Lincoln for him, please do it again.”

Mim stands. Today she wears a knit dress, short and gray; in black tights her legs show skinny and a little knock-kneed, the same legs she had as a kid. She wobbles forward as to a lectern, removes an imaginary piece of paper from a phantom breast pocket, and holds it wavering a little below where her eyes would focus if they could see. Her voice as if on rustling tape within her throat emerges: “Fow-er scow-er and seven yaars ago—”

Nelson is falling off the chair laughing; yet his careful eyes for a split second check his father’s face, to see how he takes it. Rabbit laughs, and Pop emits an appreciative snarl, and even Mom: the bewildered foolish glaze on her features becomes intentionally foolish, amused. Her laughter reminds Rabbit of the laughter of a child who laughs not with the joke but to join the laughter of others, to catch up and be human among others. To keep the laughter swelling Mim sets out two more cups and saucers in the jerky trance of a lifesize Disney doll, swaying, nodding, setting one cup not in its saucer but on the top of Nelson’s head, even to keep the gag rolling pouring some hot water not in the teacup but onto the table; the water runs, steaming, against Mom’s elbow. “Stop, you’ll scald her!” Rabbit says, and seizes Mim, and is shocked by the tone of her flesh, which for the skit has become plastic, not hers, flesh that would stay in any position you twisted it to. Frightened, he gives her a little shake, and she becomes human, his efficient sister, wiping up, swishing her lean tail from table to stove, taking care of them all.