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He walks up to his battered front door, brushes away the glass shards, and sits down on the flagstone porchlet. It is warm, like a hearth. Though none of his neighbors came forward to speak to him, to sparkle on the bright screen of his disaster, the neighborhood presents itself to his gaze unapologetically, naked in the gathering light, the pastel roof shingles moist in patches echoing the pattern of rafters, the back-yard bathing pools and swing sets whitened by dew along with the grass. A half-moon rests cockeyed in the blanched sky like a toy forgotten on a floor. An old man in a noisy green raincoat, a geezer left behind as a watchman, walks over and speaks to him. “This your home, huh?”
“This is it.”
“Got some other place to go?”
“I suppose.”
“Body a loved one?”
“Not exactly.”
“That’s good news. Cheer up, young fella. Insurance’ll cover most of it.”
“Do I have insurance?”
“Had a mortgage?”
Rabbit nods, remembering the little slippery bankbook, imagining it burned.
“Then you had insurance. Damn the banks all you will, they look after their own, you’ll never catch them damn Jews short.”
This man’s presence begins to seem strange. It has been months since anything seemed as strange as this man’s presence. Rabbit asks him, “How long you staying here?”
“I’m on duty till eight.”
“Why?”
“Fire procedure. Prevent looting.” The two of them look wonderingly at the dormant houses and cold lawns of Penn Villas. As they look, a distant alarm rings and an upstairs light comes on, sallow, dutiful. Still, looting these days is everywhere. The geezer asks him, “Anything precious in there, you might want to take along?” Rabbit doesn’t move. “You better go get some sleep, young fella.”
“What about you?” Rabbit asks.
“Fella my age doesn’t need much. Sleep long enough soon enough. Anyway, I like the peacefulness of these hours, have ever since a boy. Always up, my dad, he was a great boozer and a late sleeper, used to wallop the bejesus out of me if I made a stir mornings. Got in the habit of sneaking out to the birds. Anyway, double-hour credit, time outdoors on this shift. Don’t always put it in, go over a certain amount, won’t get any social security. Kill you with kindness, that’s the new technique.”
Rabbit stands up, aching; pain moves upward from his shins through his groin and belly to his chest and out. A demon leaving. Smoke, mist rise. He turns to his front door; swollen by water, axed, it resists being opened. The old man tells him, “It’s my responsibility to keep any and all persons out of this structure. Any damage you do yourself, you’re the party responsible.”
“You just told me to take out anything precious.”
“You’re responsible, that’s all I’m saying. I’m turning my back. Fall through the floor, electrocute yourself, don’t call for help. Far as I’m concerned, you’re not there. See no evil is the way I do it.”