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“She can wait, Harry. Your mother does a lot of waiting these days.”
“Yeah, well.” He means it’s not his fault, he didn’t invent old age. “When is Mim coming in?”
“Any day now, we don’t know the exact day. She’ll just arrive, is how she left it. Her old room is ready.”
“How’s Mom sleeping lately? She still having dreams?”
“Strange you should ask, Harry. I always said, you and your mother are almost psychic. Her dreams are getting worse. She dreamed last night we buried her alive. You and me and Mim together. She said only Nelson tried to stop it.”
“Gee, maybe she’s warming up to Nelson at last.”
“And Janice called us this morning.”
“What about? I’d hate to have Stavros’s phone bill.”
“Difficult to say, what about. She had nothing concrete that we could fathom, she just seems to want to keep in touch. I think she’s having terrible second thoughts, Harry. She says she’s exceedingly worried about you.”
“I bet.”
“Your mother and I spent a lot of time discussing her call; you know our Mary, she’s never one to admit when she’s disturbed—”
“Pop, there’s somebody at the door. Tell Mom I’ll be over tomorrow, absolutely.”
There had been nobody at the door. He had suddenly been unable to keep talking to his father, every word of the old man’s dragging with reproach. But having lied frightens him now; “nobody” has become an evil presence at the door. Moving through the rooms stealthily, he searches the house for the kit Skeeter must use to fix Jill with. He can picture it from having watched television: the syringe and tourniquet and the long spoon to melt the powder in. The sofa cushions divulge a dollar in change, a bent paperback of Soul on Ice, a pearl from an earring or pocketbook. Jill’s bureau drawers upstairs conceal nothing under the underwear but a box of Tampax, a packet of hairpins, a half-full card of Enovid pills, a shy little tube of ointment for acne. The last place he thinks to look is the downstairs closet, fitted into an ill-designed corner beside the useless fireplace, along the wall of stained pine where the seascape hangs that Janice bought at Kroll’s complete with frame, one piece in fact with its frame, a single shaped sheet of plastic, Rabbit remembers from hanging it on the nail. In this closet, beneath the polyethylene bags holding their winter clothes, including the mink stole old man Springer gave Janice on her twenty-first birthday, there is a squat black suitcase, smelling new, with a combination lock. Packed so Skeeter could grab it and run from the house in thirty seconds. Rabbit fiddles with the lock, trying combinations at random, trusting to God to make a very minor miracle, then, this failing, going at it by system, beginning 111, 112, 113, 114, and then 211, 212, 213, but never hits it, and the practical infinity of numbers opens under him dizzyingly. Some dust in the closet starts him sneezing. He goes outdoors with the Windex bottle for the storm windows.