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At the ten-thirty coffee break Pop comes over and asks, “Think you can make it over this evening?”
“I don’t know. Janice said something last night about taking the kid to a movie. How’s Mom?”
“As good as can be hoped.”
“She mention Janice again?”
“Not last night, Harry. Not more than in passing at least.”
The old man sidles closer, clutching his paper cup of coffee tightly as if it held jewels. “Did you say anything to Janice?” he asks. “Did you search her out any?”
“Search her out, what is she, on trial? I hardly saw her. She was over at Springer’s until late.” Rabbit winces, in the perfect light seeing his father’s lips pinch in, his eyes slide fishily. Harry elaborates: “Old man Springer kept her trying to untangle his books until eleven, ever since he started selling Jap cars he’s a slavedriver.”
Pop’s pupils widen a hairline; his eyebrows lift a pica’s width. “I thought he and his missus were in the Poconos.”
“The Springers? Who told you that?”
“I guess your mother, I forget who told her, Julia Arndt maybe. Maybe it was last week. Mrs. Springer’s legs they say can’t take the heat, they swell up. I don’t know what to tell you about growing old, Harry; it isn’t all it’s cracked up to be.”
“The Poconos.”
“It must have been last week they said. Your mother will be disappointed if you can’t come over tonight, what shall I tell her?”
The bell rings, ending the break; Buchanan slouches by, wiping his morning shot of whisky from his lips, and winks. “Daddy knows best,” he calls playfully. He is a sleek black seal.
Harry says, “Tell her we’ll try after supper but we’ve promised the kid a movie and probably can’t. Maybe Friday.” His father’s face, disappointed and unaccusing, angers him so he explodes: “Goddammit Pop I have a family of my own to run! I can’t do everything.” He returns to his machine gratefully. And it fits right around him, purrs while he brushes a word from his mind (“Poconos”), makes loud rain when he touches the keys, is pleased he is back.
Janice is home when he comes back from work. The Falcon is in the garage. The little house is hazed by her cigarette smoke; a half-empty glass of vermouth sits on top of the television set and another on one of the shelves between the living room and the breakfast nook. Rabbit calls, “Janice!” Though the house is small and echoing, so that the click of the television knob, the unstoppering of a bottle, the creaking of Nelson’s bedsprings can be heard anywhere, there is no answer. He hears steady tumbling water, climbs the stairs. The upstairs bathroom is packed with steam. Amazing, how hot women can stand water.
“Harry, you’ve just let a lot of cold air in.”
She is shaving her legs in the tub and several small cuts are brightly bleeding. Though Janice was never a knockout, with something sullen and stunted and tight about her face, and a short woman in the decade of the big female balloons Hollywood sent up before it died, she always had nice legs and still does. Taut perky legs with a bony kneecap that Rabbit has always liked; he likes to see the bones in people. His wife is holding one soaped leg up as if for display and he sees through the steam the gray soap-curdled water slopping in and out and around her pussy and belly and bottom as she reaches to shave the ankle, and he is standing at the top of a stairway of the uncountable other baths he has heard her take or seen her have in the thirteen years of their marriage. He can keep count of these years because their marriage is seven months older than their child. He asks, “Where’s Nelson?”