“Is that how she looks now?”

“Yes, she sent us a publicity picture.”

“Publicity for what?”

“Oh, you know. For herself. You know how they do things now. I didn’t understand it myself. It’s on the bureau.”

The picture, eight by ten, very glossy, with a diagonal crease where the mailman bent it, shows Mim in a halter and bracelets and sultan pants, her head thrown back, one long bare foot—she had big feet as a child, Mom had to make the shoe salesmen go deep into the stockroom—up on a hassock. Her eyes from the way they’ve reshaped them do not look like Mim at all. Only something about the nose makes it Mim. The kind of lump on the end, and the nostrils: the way as a baby they would tuck in when she started to cry is the way they tuck in now when they tell her to look sexy. He feels in this picture less Mim than the men posing her. Underneath, the message pale in ballpoint pen, she had written, Miss you all Hope to come East soon Love Mim. A slanting cramped hand that hadn’t gone past high school. Jill’s message had been written in splashy upright private-school semi-printing, confident as a poster. Mim never had that.

Rabbit asks, “How old is Mim now?”

Mom says, “You don’t want to hear about my dreams.”

“Sure I do.” He figures it: born when he was six, Mim would be thirty now: she wasn’t going anywhere, not even in harem costume. What you haven’t done by thirty you’re not likely to do. What you have done you’ll do lots more. He says to his mother: “Tell me the worst one.”

“The house next door has been sold. To some people who want to put up an apartment building. The Scranton pair have gone into partnership with them and then. These two walls go up, so the house doesn’t get any light at all, and I’m in a hole looking up. And dirt starts to come down on me, cola cans and cereal boxes, and then. I wake up and know I can’t breathe.”

He tells her, “Mt. Judge isn’t zoned for high-rise.”

She doesn’t laugh. Her eyes are wide now, fastened on that other half of her life, the night half, the nightmare half that now is rising like water in a bad cellar and is going to engulf her, proving that it was the real half all along, that daylight was an illusion, a cheat. “No,” she says, “that’s not the worst. The worst is Earl and I go to the hospital for tests. All around us are tables the size of our kitchen table. Only instead of set for meals each has a kind of puddle on it, a red puddle mixed up with crumpled bedsheets so they’re shaped like. Children’s sandcastles. And connected with tubes to machines with like television patterns on them. And then it dawns on me these are each people. And Earl keeps saying, so proud and pleased he’s brainless, ‘The government is paying for it all. The government is paying for it.’ And he shows me the paper you and Mim signed to make me one of—you know, them. Those puddles.”