Chapters (62)
Leiard noticed Auraya’s fingers flex slightly. The tray stopped, the contents of the goblets sloshing, and remained suspended in the air. He looked up at Tanara. The woman was staring at Auraya. He realized that the cloth covering Auraya’s shoulders had slipped and the edge of her circ was showing.
He stood up and placed his hands on Tanara’s shoulders. “You have nothing to fear,” he said soothingly. “Yes, she is a priestess. But she is also an old friend of mine. From the village near my—”
Tanara gripped his hand, her eyes wide. “Not a priestess,” she gasped. “More than a priestess. She’s…she’s…” She stared at Leiard. “You’re a friend of Auraya of the White?”
“I…” Auraya of the what? He looked down at Auraya, who wore a grimace of embarrassment. He looked at the circ. It bore no gold edging of a high priestess. It bore no edging at all.
“When did this happen?” he found himself asking.
She smiled apologetically. “Nine, ten days ago.”
“Why didn’t you tell me?”
“I was waiting for the right moment.”
Tanara let go of Leiard’s hand. “I’m sorry. I did not mean to spoil the surprise.”
Auraya laughed ruefully. “It doesn’t matter.” She took the tray and put it on the bench beside her. “I should be apologizing for causing you so much distress. I should have arranged to meet Leiard elsewhere.”
Tanara shook her head. “No! You’re welcome here. Any time you wish to visit please don’t hesitate to—”
Auraya’s eyes narrowed a fraction, then she smiled broadly and stood up. “Thank you, Tanara Baker. That means more to me than you can know. But for now I feel I must apologize for disrupting your evening.” She drew the cloth close around herself. “And I should return to the Temple.”
“Oh…” Tanara looked at Leiard apologetically. “I’ll take you to the door.”
“Thank you.”
As the two women left, Leiard slowly sat down. Auraya is one of the White.
Bitterness overwhelmed him. He had seen the potential in her. She was intelligent but not arrogant. She was curious about other peoples, but not contemptuous of them. Her ability to learn and use Gifts was greater than any student he had taught.
Of course they had chosen her. He’d even told himself that it was better that she had joined the Circlians, because with the restrictions of a Dreamweaver life much of her potential would be wasted.
And how much better is it now that she is one of the immortal White? he asked himself bitterly. The world can benefit from her talents forevermore.
And her loss will torment you for all eternity.
The thought startled him. It sounded like his own mental voice, yet it felt like the mental voice of another person.
“Leiard?”
He looked up. Tanara had returned.
“Are you well?”
“A little surprised,” he said dryly.