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:Just a few.
22
The sun was a bright ball softened by the mist shrouding the city. Few people were about, and those who were hesitated before they passed Leiard, no doubt wondering what a Dreamweaver was doing wandering through the docks on such a morning.
What he was doing was thinking. Remembering dreams of remembering…and feeling guilty about them.
He had decided days ago that he would not reach out to her in dreams, but last night his subconscious had decided otherwise. By the time he had realized what he was doing, it was too late. She had answered him.
Even then, he should have had the will to stop, but Auraya had embraced the dream link so naturally and completely. She was impossible to deny, and the night’s pleasures had been too good to resist.
She has a good imagination, that one, a voice in his mind murmured. It is a pity she’s a tool of the gods.
Leiard frowned. She is more than just a tool.
No? Do you think that if the gods ordered her to kill you, she’d refuse?
Yes.
You are a fool.
Leiard stopped and looked out over the water. Ships swayed in the water, ghostly in the mist.
I am a fool, he agreed.
Well, it’s been a while.
Leiard decided to ignore that. I shouldn’t have done it, he thought. We broke the law.
A stupid law.
A law nonetheless. A law that is punishable by death.
I doubt she’ll be punished. As for you…once again, you were clever enough to ensure it was her decision. She’ll blame herself for encouraging you to break that law, if she has any conscience.
It wasn’t her fault.
No? So you think you’re so charming she lost all will and couldn’t resist you?
Oh, be quiet! Leiard scowled and crossed his arms. This was ridiculous. He was arguing with a memory of Mirar. Which was happening more often now. He hadn’t been linking with Jayim for fear of the boy learning of his night with Auraya, but Arleej had said he must in order to regain his sense of identity. Was this why Mirar’s personality had become so…so…
Protective? Because I know you and Auraya plan to sneak away to secret locations in the city to rut yourselves silly once she gets back. Because you’re a Dreamweaver, and when your affair is discovered my people will pay the price.
They won’t discover it, Leiard replied. Not if the other White never get a chance to read my mind. I will have to give up the role of adviser.
Which will make them suspicious. They’ll want to question you. To ask why.
I’ll send a message. I’ll tell them I need more time to train Jayim.
A likely story.